nico's life

Another sad moment.

2010-09-29T02:35:00.003+08:00

It sad to hear that I got so many flaws in your heart. It too many till you can't see the good pts I have? Those good stuffs that you said to me in the past seems to be gone. I don't do things to show off infront of you, but rather you find out the surprises I prepare and give it to you yourself. I may not be a super romantic guy, but I strongly believe I'm a faithful guy.

If you want the trust you wanted for, I can only say I can't give you that much. You should know very well about my hurtful past. I dare not give it to you so soon.

Your definition of love is must understand each other than can say consider love. But my definition of love is must put in your heart and soul. If you can understand me, you should know why I always so worried for you. To me, I felt that nobody can totally understand each other, but it possible that you can understand the other one like 70% if you know him/her well and long enough.

Anyway, out to my surprise, it was jasmine, the girl that I'm once dislike the most at my workplace realise that the smile on my face was a fake smile. She approached me and ask me whether I'm fine or not. She some how know my emotion was affected. Even my "mum" clara understand me with just a simple handsign. Hope my fake smile won't last any longer on my face.

Got to go MOM soon. After work, I will be go St James. Die. Not enough rest = drunk later.

It just another emotional night

2010-08-29T02:48:00.003+08:00

It just another emotional night for me.

A lot of thing just went through my mind. I think I won't be able to sleep tonight.

It the fear that I afraid of. =(

It just complicated

2010-08-27T17:17:00.003+08:00

Sometimes a word or sentence from the person I felt important to me really affect my emotions. Maybe he/she just don't know about it, but sometimes I really feel tired and hurt. I tried my best to give you my full 100%, but maybe to you it just 40%.

I'm not a saint. I'm not a superman. I'm not a god. I'm not a perfect guy.

I do have my weaknesses. I trying to make improvements on it. I can tolerates, but do have my limits.

Baby, I do care for you, worried for you. Maybe you just don't need it, but all those little little stuffs that you have done really made me worried. Examples like you felt giddy when walking up the slope, went to the wrong side direction for the train, don't know the direction to some places, don't where the bus stops. Maybe you might not worry about those small little stuffs when you are with me, but I do worries for you when you are alone.

But sometimes, it seems that my worries are not appreciated and it seems take it for granted. Baby if you want me not to worry for you anymore, please prove it to me that you can really take care of yourself.

Don't worry baby, you know I'm not mad with you.

Saw her at CWP really did confirm my love for you. I felt nothing but just stunt at the moment when I saw her. I didn't call her even though we are just few metres away. I'm really got over it already. I sure you are happy to see me reached this stage right? =D

It seems like we need some talks again. =)

Baby, I love you

In Love.

2010-08-12T23:47:00.002+08:00

In love with my baby.

Baby although we may not know each other for long, but I will give my best in this r/s de. =D
What I promised you, I will do it for sure. Hope what you promised me, you will also fulfil it wor.

And you know what happened to me and my previous r/s wor. Hope you won't do it to me. I can only give you my promises right now that I won't do it to you. This post shall be the witness of my promise.

Hope you can give me the faith, trust, and confident that I wants. I will definitely give u mine.

Love you. =)

Job

2010-07-31T12:17:00.002+08:00

I really hope I can faster fully master my job. Seriously I hate my senior and de sales manager keep nagging here and there.

Just got my pay. I WANT GO SHOPPING. WOO WOO.

Passed my TP

2010-06-23T19:08:00.002+08:00

Yes! I super happy as I finally passed my traffic police practical test on my third attempts. This time I really learnt how to be a good driver. I drive freaking slow in the circuit and always bea little bit "hum".

I found out something during my first two attempts. I'm over-confident, and a wrong time slot can kills. This is why I always failed. I always drive fast in the circuit as I felt I can do it well, but in fact I don't get bonus points for doing it fast and there's a higher possibility of making more/serious mistakes. So this time I drive in a more slower pace.

In the circuit, I got it perfect and the TP tester didn't even move a single shit. Haha. The tester also never test me the slope station and the E-brake station. Haha. So we went out to the public road to test my driving skill. I think I did it quite well lehz, but I think I still kena demerit points. I think the tester cannot don't give me demerit points that why he anyhow give me. When he passed me my report, he just said congrat, you passed your TP. He didn't even explained to me why he give me demerit points.

Now I got save up money for a car. Hope I will keep getting a pay raise. Haha. I thinking of getting a class 2B and class 4 license too. Haha. No harm getting more license. =)

ORD-ed

2010-06-19T01:06:00.002+08:00

Today alrdy is one week after my ord last working day. Days been quite shiok as in I get to sleep all the way till I happy and go out whenever I like. When there's a pro's in a thing, den there sure be a con's too. The con's are I getting bored easily, and I spent ridiculously FAST. Even a to and from train fare will cost me a bomb if I travel everyday. I missed those days when I got concession pass. Sigh.

Yes, I spending a lot lately, but in return I also found a job before my ORD. I just got to wait for my big boss to come back and sign my employment letter, and ta-da, I may start work liao. Haha. I went less den 10 interview and I got 2 jobs offered to me. I rejected one which is from Singtel's YOG project. It only last for 1.5mths nia. But it pay me well la. S$1900 per mth. I rejected it as it only last for 1.5mths nia, and I agree another perm job which pay me similarly abt that sum of money. =D

Come $ Come.

Thinking back, I really tasted what is called bitter, hardship, and sweetness before/during my NS. I really took a big blow when someone important to me has left me alone, and I really took a hard and long time to recovered. People backstabbed me during NS, again I've learnt to let it go. The bits from here and there really made me understand what is call life. And because of all this process, I getting more and more mature in the way I see things.

Right now I hope I can do well in my career and hope I can climb to the next higher level. Haha. Chatting with lester really made me feel like planning of my future, such as further studies, marriage, career, buying property. Haha. It really like I'm a adult liao. =)

I hope I can have my own house and family soon. =D

Clubbing

2010-06-05T17:32:00.002+08:00

The most havoc clubbing I ever had. It was soooooo not crowded, and I really enjoyed yesterday. CHUA EN CI PLEASE BRING ME MORE TO THIS KIND OF PARTY. =D

2010-05-31T23:11:00.002+08:00

Finally!!! My NS life gonna end soon in 11days when the clock strike 12am today. When that day comes, I really hope I can put down all those hurtful thoughts and moments before my enlistment and during my NS.

I really felt that human being are just an selfish creature. That definitely includes me too. I'm not a saint. Me too will make mistakes, will think of me first before others. But I do hopes that my selfish act won't hurt any kind souls in this freaking world. I now cursing and swearing, but just to tell people out there that I'm trying to let it go.

I just need to start afresh after my service. Time really prove how childish I can be in the past. Five years ago, I'm an teenager who likes to stay at home playing computer games days and nights. Five years later, I'm an adult who don't appreciate computer games but more healthy life style, JOGGING.

Talks about jogging, I been thinking whether or not to join standard chartered marathon. I really want to join, but I realise my knee wasn't that obedient as like last year. I felt a weird sensation on my left knee that I never had before. So should I pay to gamble on my knee or should I give up first?

I been doing my very best for searching a good job. Till now, I have already went for three interviews. Not sure whether is a good or bad. Nonetheless, I had tried my best.

偏爱

2010-05-21T00:26:00.002+08:00

I love this song.

偏爱

把昨天都作废现在你在我眼前
我想爱请给我机会
如果我错了也承担认定你就是答案
我不怕谁嘲笑我极端
相信自己的直觉
顽固的人不喊累
爱上你我不撤退
我说过不闪躲
我非要这么做
讲不听也要爱更努力爱
让你明白
没有别条路能走
你决定要不要陪我
讲不听也爱看我感觉爱
对你的无赖
对你偏爱
痛也很愉快
把昨天都作废现在你在我眼前
我想爱请给我机会
如果我错了也承担认定你就是答案
我不怕谁嘲笑我极端
相信自己的直觉
顽固的人不喊累
爱上你我不撤退
我说过不闪躲
我非要这么做
讲不听也要爱更努力爱
让你明白
没有别条路能走
你决定要不要陪我
讲不听也爱看我感觉爱
对你的无赖
我说过不闪躲
我非要这么做
讲不听也要爱更努力爱
让你明白
没有别条路能走
你决定要不要陪我
讲不听也爱看我感觉爱
对你的无赖
对你偏爱
痛也很愉快

strongly recommend. =)

Shock and Sad

2010-04-26T23:23:00.002+08:00

Today I went to my gong gong ( my dad's younger brother de father in law) funeral. If I'm not wrong he was having some sort of cancer which is last stage, and he live happily till the last min of his life. To me I don't have much feeling about him as he was an indirect relative to me and also he wasn't close to me. But I still hope he can R.I.P in nether world.

When I left the place for home, I heard a shocking news from my mum. My grandma aka Ah Ma, she right now also having last stage of lung cancer + another cancer. I really shocked when I heard this news. I totally can't believe the fact that my Ah Ma, she dying in 6mths time if she wasn't treated with medical care. Right now, she still don't know she got the last stage of cancer. My uncle decided not to tell her right now because he does not want to see her worry.

During the journey back, I keep on thinks back my childhood. I feel like crying out.

I can still remember when I'm still a small boy, I will always go down to my ah ma house and sing karaoke together with my younger cousins when my ah ma arounds.

I can still remember how happy she was when I bought her a gift on mother's day.

I can still remember the taste of the food she always cooked for us during CNY. This taste can never be replaced by my uncle.

I can still remember how she care and worried for me when quarrel with my dad and left the house.

I can still remember how she always told me whether I've got any girlfriend, and told me not to rush for it. You are so handsome, so you no need to worry about girlfriend.

I can still remember how she dote me.

I totally can't accept it. I can't accept the fact that she left 6mths or so to live. I can't accept that she will be leaving us soon. I don't want that kind of feeling again.
Two years ago, I got this kind of heartache feeling of someone important who had left my life. I really hope this kind of feeling won't come back again. I really hate it.

Ah ma, Please get healthy again and watch over me. You are the only left, so please don't go. I will pray for you every single day and night.

I love you.

Back from Genting and series of events coming soon

2010-04-08T22:29:00.003+08:00

Yeah man. I came back from Genting last week and a series of new events will be coming up soon for me.

At Genting, I really be clumsy and silly for not bringing my long pant/jean to genting. I only brought about RM$350 to genting and I realised it wasn't enough for me. I spent RM$98 on a black pant, RM$50 on casino, RM$44 on outdoor theme park, and there goes my RM$192. I left abt RM$158 to spent on foods, leisure, and gifts. In the end, I borrowed RM$23 from my friend, Jean. And she treated us a meal too. Thanks for that. Haha.

Came back from genting will have a series of gathering events with friends. I will be catching movies, buffets, BBQ, ORD celebration (clubbing) during this two months.

But all this happy enjoying leisure will seriously deplete my $$$ inside my bank. I wanted to go Taiwan after my ROD, but I must have a job first before I spend. I do not want to borrow money from any of my friends to survive after my ROD. Now I have been spamming my resume to various job application/agency, and till now I only have one phone interview done. Sad.

I want to buy IPhone too. =(

Anyway, I got best soldier of the months. Must thanks my RQ for recommend and voting me. Haha. I also don't know why she vote me. Haha. But thanks to her, I might be able to escape my last month without any duty. =)

True Friends?

2010-03-25T20:53:00.002+08:00

Is there really true friends out there?

Is there a friend worth your trust?

As I grown up, I start to see people betray each other for their oneself and their benefits. Jealousy can be one of the factors too. I disgust it. Be it your good/best friends or your love ones. Seldom one will sacrifice for others. I think it the nature of human being.

I hate people rant something/words straight into my face whereby I have not even done anything. It true that I dislike to do that, but I will definitely won't sabotage anybody. At least my reputation has been good and clear so far.

Nevertheless, I going to somewhere else in few days time, so it does not really matter me anymore. I will be sad for getting lesser time to see those worthy friends over there, but I know the fullstop will come one day. So NICODEMUS CHUA SZE CHUAN, get a life and move on. =)

I left about two months and two weeks time before my "ROD". I been quite unlucky as an NSF ever since one year nine months ago. I been going to different camp, different course, from a combat fit and drop all the way to PES E, from attaining my 3SG rank and drop back to CPL rank, and in the end still can't get back my rank. I think it destiny. LOL. No matter how hard I tired, it still no use. Time wasted and hope crashed.

I hope to get a job after my NS. I want to earn money and start my own life. I want to do what I like and with the people I like. =)

Genting next week, hope rain will not fall on Genting.

Energy running low

2010-03-08T21:30:00.002+08:00

It been awhile since I last blogged. Don't really feel like blogging, because I don't think much people will be reading, and also I really very tired sometimes. Nothing much in my life, just that I going to Genting and Taiwan soon. Both during april and Taiwan trip will last for 1mth. So you people will not be able to see me for 1mth. =)

After my ORD/ROD? , I THINK I will be going to Taiwan again for my own holidays. I gonna start save money for my trips alrdy.

Sometimes, I hope you never change. It will be fantastic if you are still you.

After CNY

2010-02-18T18:58:00.002+08:00

So fast and my CNY holiday just ended like this. To me, CNY is just an ordinary day like the rest of the days. This year CNY, I felt extraordinary BORED. During the first day of CNY, everybody seems to like leaving early and I find it less crowded, less exciting moments.

Way back before the CNY, I went for my eye check up due to some problems to my eye. I has been told not to do any vigorous exercise. Which mean I can no longer play my most favourite sports anymore. I can't play basketball anymore!!! I can't go jogging for the moment. Sigh. I always got to give up my favourite things due to this and that reasons. Sigh.

Back in camp, I also been downgraded again to PES E. And there goes my 3SG rank. Work so hard, yet I can't win the fate. May or may not be going to taiwan before I ROD. Hope can la. Free trip again. Haha.

I'm just lazy to blog any more. bye.

1 week after MC

2010-02-01T02:55:00.002+08:00

It has been one week ever since my MC ended. I've been struggling to sleep for the first three days, which is from Monday to Wednesday. As during my MC period, I always slept at 3 or 4am. So when I've got to sleep at 10pm, it really been hard for me to fall asleep. So on thursday and friday, my body really too tired already and I overslept twice in a row. Luckily I manage to catch the train because I ran like mad to the mrt station just hope not to miss that train. Haha.

Chinese New Year( CNY) is coming soon. I've got myself a pair of shoe, hoodie t-shirt, and a black slim jean. I still need a shirt. Haha.

After CNY, my ORD will be coming soon. I'm so excited and looking forward that day. To celebrate myself for completing my NS life, I gonna buy myself a IPhone 16GB, and a taiwan trip on July.

Thinking back 2years ago, I've planned a lot and hope to become an officer during NS, but everything was gone before NS. I lost my hope, and motivation just two weeks before my NS started. Everything changed, and during NS, my physical fitness was really damn bad. My morale drop even more. I never give up during BMT, I've tried harder than anyone else and manage to get a place in SISPEC. Although it is not officer school, but at least it a sergeant school. Haha. I met some good buddies in there and trained even more. After that, fate just want to seperate us and posted me ALONE to be a Tank Commander. In the first place, I tried to give up, but I still hold it tight and carry on. Soon, my fitness was even better than anytime in my life.

But fate still don't let me go and gave me a big blow. I found out that I got cataract in my eyes. At that point of time, I'm really mentally broke down already. My right eye vision getting bad to worst. Without any other choice, I went for surgery after dragging for 1year. Till now, my right eye although is perfect degree, but I still don't really see like perfect. I felt that there's some degree in it but is less than 100. Haha. But I can't complaint too much as compare with cataract eye. Haha.

Right now, I just hope I can faster ORD, get a job, get a simple but beautiful relationship. I so envy those married couple, with their own little babies. Haha. I want one too.~ AH!!! Hahaha. Night guys.

My MC gonna end soon

2010-01-23T18:04:00.002+08:00

Soon. Very soon my MC gonna end and I need to go back to camp to work. Kinda sian. No more slack at home. Boo~

Since now got some time, I shall do some editing to my blog. If not my blog forever is twenty-two-to-be. Haha.

Yesterday got people ask me how old, and I stunned for like 3sec den I replied with a 23. I kinda forgotten how old I am already. It seems like I really old already. I suddenly realise there's getting more and more people gotten married in my msn. Bless them always live happily with their love one. =)

Recently got misunderstood me and my sis. So I must take this chance to clarify this thing. Me and her is purely bro & sis. Your prediction has never been right. I do not have any ill-intention to say you, but you must know this.

Your own break up is purely your own problem.

Since now you know your problem already, I sincerely hope that you face the problem and buck up. Show her some result, MAY make her change her mind(that was my opinion). Wish you all the best and good luck.

one week after surgery

2010-01-10T14:11:00.002+08:00

It been one week ever since my eye surgery. Everyday stay at home doing nothing. Eat, sleep, watch drama(s), watch anime, play games. I gonna bore till death soon. I still got 2weeks of mc.

erm erm.

I also bought a Braun Buffel sunglasses. And there goes my $160. LOL. I need more entertainment.

I wanna get that revenge, but people told me don't do it. I also don't know what to do. Even if I want to revenge, I also don't think I can success. LOL.

Da Lang
Da Lang
Da Lang
Da Lang Da Lang Da Lang Da Lang

Day 2 after the surgery

2010-01-05T20:32:00.002+08:00

Today mark the day 2 after my cataract extraction surgery. Starting to get use to it. But I still feel that there's something on my eyeball, and I was told that is the wound. During the day 1, I felt really very uncomfortable, not during the surgery itself, but is the after effect of the surgery. I got giddy, headache, and feel like vomiting. But lucky that only happened during the day 1.

Day two return to TTSH eye clinic at atrium. Met two super duper pretty nurse. Haha. Met Dr. Leonard Yip( he's my surgeon) and he checked on my eye and told me everything is fine at this moment. But this week will be my critical week. And he also gave me 21days of MC.

He asked me whether is it too long (in my heart, I was like walau eh 3weeks nia ar), I replied it fine. Haha. Maybe I want to ask for a extension of MC later on. I got to go back on this friday to check up again. Haiz. Far lehz TTSH. But hope my eye can recover soon. Jia you my eyeball. =)

2010

2010-01-02T11:21:00.002+08:00

Here comes the 2010. Went out for the small lunch gathering with my poly peeps, went back home and take a small nap. Went out again with my old gays and les at boat quay. I will upload those photo at my facebook later on. =)

Starting of my 2010 wasn't that bad to me. Haha. When we walked along the boat quay, outside of a 7-11 store, I was looking at a girl wearing a red dress. And when another girl behind the girl wearing red dress speak, I turn and look at her. All of sudden, she turn and say happy new year to me ONLY. LOL. I stunned and replied happy new year too. She was pretty and cute but too bad, I never ask for her number. Haha. =D

My eye surgery coming soon le. I'm a bit afraid of the surgery. I never been through any surgery throughout my whole 22years. This will be my first surgery. And throughout the whole surgery, I can see they use knife and tools doing stuff on my eyeball. WTF. Why I need to suffer this so young. Hais. -_-

To bro and sis:

If I ever pissed with a female friend or whatever. It wasn't always HER. Haha.

Anyway, happy new year to everybody who know me and my blog.

Merry Christmas

2009-12-26T00:00:00.002+08:00

I dont feel excited or thrilling for this year christmas.I went to town awhile with kheng before christmas and it wasn't that happening like a few years ago. I can still remembered that people( including me) will buy those spray and spray at each other through out the whole street. It was so fun and exciting, but the scene won't happened again. Ban this ban that, fine this fine that, will only minimise the excitement during the festival period.

Before the christmas, I also went out with yida and watched Avatar. I find it's a nice movie, but i find the movie too long enough for me to missed my last train. It been freaking been ages since I really chase for the last train. In the end, I took the train to marsiling and took cab home.

Today I still need to go back my camp and do my freaking duties. It really a hassle to go back. When this christmas and new year over, there will be another thing waiting for me that will freak me out. I really scare lor. Never try before in my life. Hope it will end faster and back to my normal life. I pray.

*to that person:
I know it's hurt a lot, but life still must continue. It was a long run for you, but be brave. I will be there for you. =)
I strongly believe that it will be her mistake to gave you up. Move on dude. You will be fine.

New song for my blog

2009-12-18T12:35:00.003+08:00

I just changed my blog song. Hee. In love with de song.

I LOVE TIFFANY.

SNSD ROCKS~

YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE FOR ME~

Pissed

2009-12-15T22:40:00.002+08:00

SHE JUST A FCUKING LOSER. HATE TO SAID THAT BUT SHE IS!!! COMPLAINT THIS COMPLAINT THERE. NOT HAPPY THAN COME FIND ME. ALWAYS DO SMALL LITTLE LITTLE FCUKING THINGS. YOU JUST LIKE A SMALL FCUKING KID. ALWAYS THINK YOU ARE NOT IN WRONG? SAD TO SAY THAT, YOU ARE NO LONGER IN POSITION TO JUDGE ME. GET THE FACT. I RESPECT YOU, BUT YOU BETTER DON'T BE OVERBOARD. KNOW WHERE IS YOUR FCUKING LIMITS.

OVERSTEP IT WILL ONLY CAUSE YOU MISERY.

Sundown marathon

2009-12-11T22:51:00.002+08:00

Seriously don't know what to blog sia. Ok. I shall just blog what happened to me recently and what gonna happen to me for the next few week.

Recently:

Clearing leave.
Complete my first marathon with sucky timing. ( Long story, don't which to say more. I believe I'll do better the next coming marathon.)
Done my first disaster duty on wednesday. ( everytime peace and easy, but... )

Going:

Meeting up with my sispec gays on saturday ( 12th dec ) late morning at town ( orchard ).
Meeting up with my CQ gays on saturday ( 12th dec ) evening at clark quay ( clubbing ).
Meeting up with my armour gays on sunday ( 13th dec ) evening at cityhall ( dinner ).
Meeting up with lester on ??? at habour front ( buy ferry ticket for batam trip ).
Meeting up with old gays and les on friday ( 18th dec ) morning at habour front ( going batam ).
Meeting up with ???? on thursday ( 24th dec ) evening at clark quay ( clubbing for Xmas celebration ).
Do duty on saturday ( 26th dec ) morning at my camp ( -_- dot dot dot )
Final check up for my surgery on monday ( 28th dec ) morning at hospital. ( T_T )

That about all for my incoming activities. Any update or changes will NOT be shown here.

And I think I'm gonna take part my second marathon. Sundown marathon. =)

Another boring day

2009-12-01T22:20:00.003+08:00

Today MC stay at home de whole day. Super boring lor. And finally, I watched finished de channel 8 drama, Daddy at home. The super daddy, Chen Han Wei aka Ye Zheng Kang is super funny lor. And I really felt a bit touched by him during the last few episodes.

Dawn Yeo Dawn Yeo Dawn Yeo. Another cutie babe.

My 42km marathon coming soon le. I don't know whether I can finish it or not. I think my body limit still 20km++. I want to complete it!!!!

When I'm free, I will think about you!
When you free, will you think about me?

=)

Long weekend

2009-11-28T13:34:00.002+08:00

It was another long weekend for me. Nothing to do. No money. Wanna save money for my next clubbing trip. =(

Today I been repeatly listening TaeYang - Wedding dress all day long. I really like song and de lyric. Super emo. LOL. The song make me think of........

Recently also got a report from TheNewPaper about a Singaporean lady kena murdered during one terrorism attack at India. From the report, it seems that the lady's husband still can't get over her ever since her's death news reached him. He avoid doing a lot of things to ease the pain of his wife death, and schedule every weeks programs. It was just distraction. From the report, I'm touched by him and the way he handle things. I really can understand the lost of loved one. He went all the way back to find the survivors from the attack to find out how and what his wife went through out the attack. To his horror, he found out that his wife and other 2 ladies has been shot multiple times till death by two gunmen.

I hope he can get through this.

Now lets play some happy and fast song. Rainbow - Gossip girl

=)

BBQ and Wedding dress MV

2009-11-15T17:22:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to Kheng's condo to have our CQ course bunk 10 BBQ. It sort of our's after hardship celebration. =) We just finish our out field training. To me, I think it will be my last out field in my NSF life liao.

After the BBQ, I wanted to try learn the mahjong, but dennis's wife keep on insisting want to play mahjong with money one. No choice but to give up my seat to dennis. I don't really know how to play plus they so pro, sure eat me till jia lat jia lat one. =(

Yesterday, Da also show me a MV. It was by Tae Yang, members of Big Bang. The MV called Wedding Dress. I really like the song and the lyric.

I'm touched by the song. EMO-ING

Shag Shag Shag

2009-11-08T19:54:00.002+08:00

This coming week will be the last week of outfield. I've been hoping that week faster end and the rest of my NSF life will be super relaxing. haha. Planned a few activities after the outfield. Haha. Nevertheless the outfield weeks are tiring. I really feel shag and I do not have the motivation to move on.

Sometimes come to think of it, if that particular person/people didn't even come into my life, will my life be a little different. Did the person/people ever thinks of it, when you are f****** enjoying, actually I'm suffering for you. But I bet those people won't even thought of it.

Maybe I'm just random. =(

Anyway, I've already book my surgery liao. Hope I can faster recover after the surgery. =)

P.S. I choose to be a private patient rather than subsidise patient. I felt that the PROs of being private patient will be much more better than the subsidise patient, but of course I got to pay myself and it cost ALOT more. =)

Enjoyable night on Saturday

2009-10-25T20:14:00.002+08:00

Went out with 2 of my course mates on Saturday evening before meeting lisa later. Really enjoy de night. We chit chat, and talked rubbish stuff. Super relax. Haha. I think we all got a common person that we don't like. Hahahaha. I intend to buy a few pants but couldn't find any. Den we had fish & co for dinner. We walked all the way from Far East to Heeren. In fact Kheng decided to go DG eat in the first place, but we saw there's an outlet at heeren, so we change our venue. Actually Paragon also have an outlet, but we don't know and didn't notice.

After the dinner, they went to Shaw House de TCC for dessert. But I'm full already. So I didn't order anything, and continue talk cock over there. Haha. I intend to eat with lisa in the first place, but I don't really want to pang seh my friend, so in the end I ate a lot ah. Hahaha.

After that I went to meet up with Lisa. Haha. We went to de Kopitiam opposite Cineleisure and had our "dinner". We didn't order a lot. I ordered satays and she order crab meats cakes and salad from Botak Jones. Lisa told me the food from Botak Jones suck. She asked me to try, and I totally agree with her. Poor lisa ar. Your money are not well spent huh. Next time we go eat somewhere else la. That will be my treat eh. =)

Oh ya. Standard Chartered Marathon coming soon already, and I still haven't really go train. Die. Jia lat. I need to buck up ar.

You know I don't like to be a logistician eh. Haha. Indeed, I still prefer to be combatant rather than logistician. =)

It just wasn't my day again

2009-10-17T19:39:00.003+08:00

It just wasn't my day again. Went to JB for lunch and shopping with my course mates. We went to Hong Kong Kim Gary Restaurant for our lunch. It was splendid and I was quite bloated after the lunch. Haha.

We went to shop around and I spotted 5 to 6 pairs of shoes that I find it quite nice. I wanted to buy but all doesn't have my size. My foot is just freaking size 44 ( 9 ). I don't think that was freaking hard to find my size lor. Damn.

I got myself a T-Shirt. I find it quite cute, so I bought it. Haha. Den I also bought something else la. Overall my day still ok other than I didn't get to buy de shoe I want. Kinda disappointed.

The photos can be found in my facebook. I have already upload it. =)

Holiday Trips

2009-10-16T21:41:00.002+08:00

I gonna enjoy my holidays from end of this year to next year. Haha. I been planning to go oversea with friends and family since so long already. Tml I will be going to JB for a lunch and a little bit of shopping with my course mates.

End of my course will be celebrating with my course mates again at Malaysia ba. After that, I think will be going Rendang ( if I didn't spell wrongly) with enci, lester, and others. After that I think will be going to Thailand with my family.

After that, I want to go Taiwan and maybe go cruise with lester they all again. Haha. When I ORD, I gonna save money go China, Hong Kong, Korea, and last but not least, JAPAN. That will mark the end of my ASIA tour. Haha.

Last time when I finished my internship, I already planned to go Taiwan with someone else. I keep working part time, keep saving money but in the end still didn't go. So this time I cannot missed again. I shall jio anybody whoever want to taiwan with me. Haha. =)

On Course for near two weeks.

2009-09-30T20:45:00.003+08:00

I been on course for like near two weeks already. I don't really like de course except there's yida with me. I don't like is because the MSG, and two PTE keep KPKB. Seriously, if the MSG so good, den he won't be landed in LOGISTIC and he so old already still stuck at MSG. De two PTE also KP alot.

One keep asking me about down pes, stay out, night out, and blah blah blah. Super Irritating. GO AWOL LA. Another one keep acting he's so superior den everyone us.

Saw this funny car on my way to alex's bday party. Really interesting and wondering how the driver can drive into de divider. HAHAHA

Sad to see that

2009-09-23T06:25:00.002+08:00

Did I try my best to give up? I don't know. But I'm sad to see that. I always thought I did my best but in reality people don't think so. Haiz.

Will I be given that chance?

Recent troubled

2009-09-18T23:15:00.002+08:00

Recently I've got to made a decision. It a big decision, at least to me. It gonna cost me a lot of money, if SAF didn't subsidies me. Hope everything goes the way I want. =)

Next week I gonna report to Sembawang Camp for my CQ course. The coming camp will my fifth camp during my NS life liao. And today I received another email that I gonna pay back SAF again. Always ask me to pay back. KNN. Thanks to SOMEBODY. Because of him, I've lost more than 1k of allowance alrdy. I think got near 2k. Are you super happy now? If you are, den scram now.

Bad luck are haunting me this few weeks. What should I do to change de luck. Haiz.

Oh ya. I want to intro this song. I think most of you guys noe this song alrdy. Nevermind. I will promote it again. Haha.

My Love Will Get You Home by Christine Glass

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there’s only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

This song made me feel emo. Can't help.

I'm still waiting, still waiting, STILL WAITING.

BIG DAY BIG DAY

2009-09-04T13:31:00.002+08:00

TODAY I GOT A TEST. A TEST THAT CAN BE CONSIDER ONE OF MY MOST IMPORTANT DAY. I SPENT QUITE A LOT IN IT. I HOPE I CAN PASS. LUCK WASN'T WITH ME FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS, I HOPE I CAN GATHER ENOUGH "GOOD LUCK" TODAY AND DO SMOOTH SMOOTH. ONCE AND FOR ALL. YEAH.

Going to fall sick soon.

2009-08-27T23:15:00.002+08:00

Heavy load of works, more and more burden. Sometimes I really want to just throw all my temper out. Maybe I will feel better. The kind of tireness and stress of going to camp on time really gonna force me goes crazy.

I think I going to fall sick soon. I feel tireness, headache and my body temperature going abit high now. It 37.1 degree. Hope I wont fall sick right now.

Nico feel:

Tired. Really TIRED.

2009-08-26T23:04:00.003+08:00

I'm really very tired from everyday routine. I isn't getting enough sleep everyday. Everyday morning, I've got to wake up at ard 5.30 to 5.40am to get wash up and change before 6.10am. My bus 187 will come at 6.15am and reach woodland at abt 6.45am. Den I got to change bus 169 everytime at abt 6.50 to 6.55am and reach my NEE SOON camp at abt 7.35 to 7.45am. Walk in and reach my unit at 8am.

Everyday like follow this routine, I will die soon. The journey too long, and I think I should change to train concession. It faster and I can sleep a little bit more time during the morning. Right now after work, I've got to help out my mum at the stall till 9pm. Haiz.

My dad has burnt his face by the hot oil and can't work at this moment. Left my mum and cousin at the stall. I'm afraid my mum will get too tire from the workload, that why I BO BIAN got to help at the stall after work. Really tired and I don't have my own leisure time right now.

The care was no longer there for me. You won't say XIN KU LE after my work. Haiz.

Lazy

2009-08-23T22:18:00.003+08:00

Ok. I admit I'm super lazy. I got no motivation to BLOG!!!

Super sian. I need money to buy a new computer. My computer dying soon. Super laggy.

Mths to ORD: <10mths!!!>

I've shifted to a new camp new unit. I posted to Nee Soon camp one of the unit to be a CQ. I was wondering, who de hell in their NS life can learn so much things like me. Things such as INFANTRY training, TANKY training, and now CQ. Within 2years I'd get to learn so many things. I don't want to be special one. I just want to be a simple and die in an old way soldier.

STOP SHIFTING ME HERE AND THERE!!!!

Yum Cha Session

2009-08-04T21:08:00.006+08:00

My Yum Cha Session with Melvin. =D

That the way I enjoy and pamper myself. Haha. Great food is what I craving for.

Recently, I just did a stupid thing. I went to book my two driving lesson on the last tues and fri. But in the end I didn't go because I totally forgotten I booked the lesson. I wasted abt $97 for my stupid silliness. Haiz. I can eat lotsa times of Yum Cha, or I can buy a shirt that I was eyeing for quite long already(that shirt cost $99). Haiz. Mistake is a mistake. What gone can never get it back. I can only learn from my lesson and be more careful. =)

Recap of me

2009-07-23T20:50:00.004+08:00

Last week on one of the night, I was all alone in my bunk sleeping. I don't know why, but I just felt emo suddenly. I switch on my PSP wanted to play some game, but I don't have the mood. So instead of playing games, I listened to some songs in my PSP. As the songs played, I looked through the old photos in my PSP and I found some interesting photos of myself that was took long long ago. So I decided to upload to my blog and let people see how much I changed.

There were sec sch times, poly times, and pepperlunch times in it. Not a lot but I still think it interesting. Haha.

Now came back to think of, I'm quite mischievous at times. Now I think I'm better than before. A little bit more mature( just a little bit!!!), a little bit more know how to think/ solve problems.

Anyway, I think I gonna joined standard chartered 42km marathon run 2009. It a challenge and and as well as a goal that a person gave to me. Gonna train hard soon liao. =)

Unlucky week

2009-07-16T23:28:00.002+08:00

Seriously, this week was really my unlucky week. Starting of the week kena MOSQUITOES attack. My legs, hands, body, neck all tio. Even fingers also kena. Sian. Den I put my keys in my cupboard den I lock up my cupboard with my keys inside. -_- In the end, I got to break my lock and get my stuffs.

After I broke lock, I realise I can only safe keep my psp and all my valuables inside my cupboard drawer and lock it up till I get a new lock for replacement. But I never expected I lost de drawer key again after I lock my stuffs in the drawer. Den I went to buy a new lock and I break open the drawer. -_-

I find that I'M SUPER DUPER DUMB. Now my weekend tio burn as I need to send ration for my TCC trainees. So now I can start to store my OFF days liao.

I still thinking whether should I go Australia anot. The accommodation was SUCK. But I get 1 day off and a " TOUR" around a small town. For freaking 10days of suffering. Worth it??

WHAT A BORING WKEND FOR ME AGAIN

2009-07-11T23:13:00.002+08:00

Weekends are treasure to NSF, but today, I FEEL SO WASTED!!! Didn't do much things today except getting pissed by my parent. Sometime I really felt got GENERATION GAP between them. I don't understand what they want and they don't understand how I feel. Kinda Bad.

Everybody is so busy. Busy with girlfriends/boyfriends, camp stuffs, and WHATEVER stuffs.

Kinda abit mood swing this weekend. -_- dunno why.

I think I mention too much abt ***. It a mistake. LOL. BYE BORED.

Decision to made

2009-07-06T21:14:00.002+08:00

I got to make a decision on whether I want to Australia for helping out the instructors and trainees. The weather would be hot, I'll be bored, and that the reasons why I don't want to go. The other reasons that make me feel like going are I'll be going there do nothing except some stupid stuffs, get more OFF DAYS, get to go Australia. So I'm confused by myself whether I should go or not. Haha.

Went to WCG last saturday, suddenly got mood to play dota. Haha. I trying my best to get lester to join me play dota so we can play together. Nice eh. Can form a team. Me, Yida, Lester, and 2 more guys. Haha.

We also planned to go Malaysia for a seafood meal? Haha. Shall see on that day. =)

My blog bday. 3yrs old

2009-06-29T23:32:00.002+08:00

In a few days time, it soon gonna be my blog 3yrs old bday. Haha. My blog have been followed me throughout this 3yrs. Good job buddy. Haha.

I watched TRANSFORMER 2: Revenge of The Fallen. It was really an awesome movie. From the start till the end, the fights never stops. I specially like a part whereby the Optimus Prime challenged 3 or maybe 4 Decepticons. He won the rest but kena backstabbed by the last one( I think is Megatron). He was brave to take on 3 even though he's outnumbered. Haha. In the end, MEGATRON AND THE FALLEN LOST AND THE FALLEN GOT MURDERED BY "SUPER ULTIMATE OPTIMUS PRIME" ( the combine of Jetfire and Optimus Prime). SUPER GAY COMBINE.

He send megatron fly high with one hit. Haha. I LOVE IT.

I think I gonna go watch again. =)

Now I left 349 days to ORD. (including my 20days leave, ~days of MC and public holidays off). FASTER ORD!!! or maybe ROD!!! Haha.

Transformer 2: Revenge of The Fallen

2009-06-24T21:03:00.002+08:00

Ok. I REALLY GAN JIONG TO WATCH TRANSFORMER 2. I've been waiting for this movie ever since I watched the last part transformer. Damn. I wanted to watch at grand cathay, but it already fully booked. damn damn damn. I shld book it earlier. Damn. I keep watching the trailer, and the LEVEL of urge to watch keep getting higher.

I heck care grand cathay liao. Can watch this week den ok liao.

Today really piss off at work. The F***** really c* sia. Guai lan me. Think his rank very big ar? Kns. I dare u to confine me, and I sure go to course com or wing com kp u.

12km run at ECP

2009-06-20T13:51:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to East Coast Park for the 12km run. It was the preparation training for the Army Half Marathon. My timing was 68min ++sec. Don't know fast or slow. I only know my leg currently now is very tired. Haha.

The day before the run, I was down with flu, cough, and slight fever. After I took the panadol and a long rest. My fever has gone but I still left with the flu and cough.

After the run, I went to my practical driving lesson at night. Kinda interesting. I even did HIGH BEAM at a lorry, as I was trying to signal the lorry driver to move when he did not move on even though the green light has alrdy lighted. My instructor den laugh say give people benefits of doubt, maybe the driver is old, or maybe he got a hand injury. Haha. I reply him orh and yes, but in my heart I told myself, who cares la. I just want to high beam people nia. Haha.

Afterall, the driving lesson was ok, and the instructor not bad la. I like the instructor. Old but he's gentle. Haha. Slowly Slowly teach. Haha.

Later I gonna go town le. Cya guys

Disaster

2009-06-17T00:24:00.001+08:00

Today Badminton was totally disaster!!!

Today Driving was totally disaster!!!

OMG OMG!!!

Pulau Ubin

2009-06-15T17:21:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to Pulau Ubin with some great friends. Enjoying but tiring. Everyone were dead beat by the time when we going back home. Seriously my energy level when I reach home was like 0% already. Haha.

I think I was a great NAVIGATOR! HAHA. I didnt't got lost that day. Haha. Only me, lester and our raymond didn't got lost that day. Haha. =D

Today I went to polyclinic for check up de illness I have. The doctor diagnostic was the gastric acid in my stomach went all de way up to the food passage and maybe to my heart. That why there is so much pain when I was eating and drinking. He gave me one week of gastric pills and if by one week the problem didn't solve, I think I might need to go hospital liao. HA!

I just now also went to Jurong Point to meet up with lester and bought myself a BADMINTON racket. Haha. Suddenly got the urge to play badminton. Haha. =)

SIAN. I NEED TO GO BACK CAMP TML. AGAIN

Chest Pain

2009-06-13T21:24:00.002+08:00

Experiencing repeatly pain in my chest. I can't do anything but to endure it. After consuming a type of antibiotic for a few days, I starts to experienced this kind of pain. The pain last for a few seconds and repeatly for a few times. I have difficulties having my meals, drinks, sleeping, and breathing. Nowadays having my meals was a pain in the arse task, as I will need to endure the pain when I'm eating.

Did went to see medical officer aka MO. Was told the chest pain was not related to my heart. Maybe is bone or muscle. Advise me to go CCK polyclinic for an X-ray, but the medic escort me made his decision by sending me back to our camp instead of polyclinic as he, the medic and another driver don't know how to go polyclinic. The decision he made cost him minimum 7days of EXTRA for not sending me go polyclinic in the first place.

I kinda guilty because I felt that indirectly I've sabotage that guy. If I didn't report sick or endure abit more, maybe he won't kena extra. I really felt sorry for him. When I reach there, the senior medic really worry for me as he scare I DIE in the camp. LOL.

After all the dramatic stuff, I was sent to the CCK polyclinic. But when I reach there, I was rejected for seeing the doctor as they have already close their registering timing. I speak to the senior staff nurse and she took my pulse, blood pressure and etc etc. She told me that my condition was stable and ask me to come again tml or go to the nearby GP as they will serve me the same medical action.

So I intend to visit the polyclinic again by not on saturday but monday. I earn myself another off. Haha.

Today 13th June 2009, I've passed my Final Theory Test. So I'm one step closer to my motor car license. Basically I just left my TP to go. Haha. Now, I can drive confidently on the public road. In fact, I like to speed. Most of the instructors always say I'm speeding, I'm speeding. Dot. I felt that driving below den 50km/h is so freaking slow. I like fast moving car. =) But I still don't know how to park a car and reverse. I only know how to chiong. WAHAHAHAHAHA~

SOON I WILL GET MY LICENSE!!!

New songs

2009-06-09T20:28:00.003+08:00

I changed my blog de songs. The first song is SHA GUA by Landy. I know this song from my idol Pets Ceng. This was the song that she sang and got famous. Haha. Really a nice song.

Second song is mei you ru guo. Heard this song from amanda blog. It a new song and it really quite nice too.

Third song is Gou Ai from Pets Ceng and Dong Cheng Wei. I alrdy posted this MV in my blog liao.

Fourth song is Tuo Xie by Jolin Tsai. Heard from the radio. Haha.

I miss what I lost.

AFM

2009-06-07T19:07:00.004+08:00

Yeah. I joined the AFM. AFM = Army Half Marathon. The training branch clerk asked me why I want to join as many people are trying their best to find a excuse to "geng" from the marathon. So I replied him, because I never join marathon before, so this is quite new and interesting to me. At the same time, I can also test where I stand at this point of time. Plus plus plus, I will also get 1 off day from that day. Haha. =) So why not?

Last week I finally got someone to share with me the "SAI GAN" at TCC liao. Wahahahaha. =D
I also played a lot of full court basketball game. Very tiring. Although all the games my team have lost, but we enjoyed la. Haha. For those games, definitely I will get some injuries. Haha. There a bruise on my knee and lot sa bang and knock on my leg. Hurt at times, but I stand up and continue the game. =) I gonna continue next week.

I felt more positive to learning driving again. I hope I won't tio the instructor I don't like one. =(

I didn't make use of anyone. I don't like it de way u said.

My favourite Pets Ceng intro

2009-05-31T20:35:00.003+08:00

I will intro a bit about my hot babe Pets Ceng songs.

The starting theme song of Zhong Ji San Guo is Dui Shou by Wu Hu Qiang + Dong Cheng Wei + Qiang Bian (champion).

Next, the ending theme song, Gou Ai ( enough love ) by Dong Cheng Wei & Pets Ceng. =)

Next will be some theme song that played during the drama.

淚了 by Pets Ceng & Dong Cheng Wei ( this one still dun hav any MV. -_-)

终极三国 by Pets Ceng & Dong Cheng Wei

LOL cannot find at youtube.

召唤兽 by Cheng Nai Rong ( Nylon Chen )

cannot find at youtube.

I think there's still some but I cant think for the moment right now. =)

Recently I also watched a lot of movies, like Terminator Salvation, Night of the Museum 2. I gonna watch Transformer 2. Anybody wan to join me? Haha.

Oh ya. I also planning to go either one of the places for a short holidays. Bintan, Batam, or Tioman. Anybody wan to join me? Haha.

曾沛慈

2009-05-24T20:33:00.002+08:00

I FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS GIRL. OMG. SHE'S SO CUTE.

Her name is Pets Ceng, 曾沛慈. She start her career as a singer and slowly move into drama. She's similar like Kelly Pan, or Wei Lian, as in she start up at a Taiwan singing contest and won the contest ba. I'm not sure. After that, she act in Zhong Ji San Guo 终极三国 of character Sun Shang Xiang. And she joined a band call Dong Cheng Wei and sang in the Zhong Ji San Guo OST.

I start to notice her during the drama. I find her very cute and lively. Haha. Den I found out that her voice also not bad. Quite attractive, at least to me. =D

I find that her last pic really very cute. Gambatte Pets Ceng. =D

Passed he's evaluation

2009-05-24T01:37:00.002+08:00

After a few hours of practise before the evaluation, nico finally passed his first evaluation. Now he gonna wait for his FTT den can get ready for TP liao. Now I'm still at subject 1 but I gonna finish it liao. So I'm still left with subject 2-5, FTT, TP, den I will get my driving license liao. Hee hee.

New TCC trainees gonna come in soon. Hope I wont be "attracting" to my superior. Hope they can focus on the new trainees and forget abt me. Den I shall be my own KING. Wahahaha. Now I know, in ns is not work hard and get high pay. Is find ways to slack and get a decent above average pay without doing anything. =D

Today is lisa bday, or perhaps was yesterday. Happy 20th yr old bday. Old liao old liao. Haha. Wish her stay happy and always pretty. =)
And dont be mean to others. =x

I want to ORD ORD ORD!!! one more year to go. =(

blogging in camp

2009-05-21T09:40:00.002+08:00

Life getting more and more slack for me in camp.

I want more money

I want more shopping

I want more stuff

I want what I like

can you give me. =(

A memorable day

2009-05-17T22:57:00.002+08:00

Today was one of my memorable day. I don't wish to say much. May 17th, the day I will always remembered.

Yesterday, I've completed a task that me, myself didnt complete before. I ran from my house -> new road -> sunshine place -> lot1 -> teck whye CC -> bukit batok fire station -> back to my house. It was a very very tiring try, but I did my very best to complete it without stopping/walking (unless were waiting for traffic lights). After the run, I felt very tired. I think it about 10km run. I took more den 1hour to finish the run. I hope next time I can run faster, maybe need 45mins? Haha.

Other den that, it was a very boring weekend for me. =(

Practical lesson 3

2009-05-14T22:16:00.002+08:00

Had my practical lesson 3. Abit don't really like my this instructor, because he freaking talk too much. -_-

What my reaction to this practical lesson was "silly smile" most of the times. I sometime couldn't hear what he is talking about, as I was concentrating on my driving. I need to look at the front, look at the speed metre, and look at the rear mirror, I where got some much time entertain him. I just a newbie lehz. =(

I also kena horn 3times sia. Kns. Got one little girl stand at the side of the zebra crossing and waiting for her parent. Her parent was freaking far from the zebra crossing and they walk freaking slow too. I can't move my car and got to stop there slowly "see show", wait for them to cross then can move my car. By the time, I already kena horned 1 time!!! My fault mehz.
Dots. Zzz.

Recently, I find that I really don't look like serving NS. Playing monopoly? Playing PSP? Serving net? Sleeping? Finding friends? Read newspaper?
我越来越不像在当兵!!! Too slack, too enjoying life liao. -_-
I lost the feeling of chionging for training.

second practical driving lesson

2009-05-10T21:46:00.002+08:00

Attended my second driving lesson. Kinda fun and unexpected. Fun is I went out to the public road and drive. Unexpected is I don't expect to go out and drive, somemore still rain. Haha. New experience.

Today I made a few mistakes at the public road.

MISTAKE 1:
Never change lane at the junction.

MISTAKE 2:
Don't step brake too late. ( I almost cause an accident as the car behind me almost bang on my car de PI KU, because I step brake too late.)

MISTAKE 3:
If want to change lane or overtake car, do it fast. ( I was waiting for the car behind to drive first, he was waiting for me to overtake. In the end I drove at 20km/h, he's drove even slower den me. LOL. End up the bus driver flash his high beam on us. LOL. Funny)

I was still new to driving. This was the second time I drove, kinda noob. But I think I will gain more experience and will do better day after day.

I was also kinda DULAN on sat. Was like an idiot, go to orchard and come back home. Fucking kena played. -_-

Sabo-ed

2009-05-08T23:51:00.002+08:00

It been a very disappointed week for me. I do not wish to mention anymore. It the person that made me very disappointed with. I can be as bad as him, sabo other people to make everybody the same as me, but what the point. I won't get any higher pay or higher rank by doing this.

Does sabotage people make you feel happier? If the things meant to be yours, it will be yours. No point harming people in this way. It just made people feel that you are a LOSER.

I won't sabotage another same fate friend whose OOC with me. We been through hardship together, and he trust me. THAT WHY I WON'T BETRAY HIM LIKE YOU DO TO ME. I will feel envy, but I also glad that he still retain his rank.

I got to work double hard to earn back the money I lost during this period of time. If wasn't YOU, I could have relaxing at my house. Haiz.

LIFE SUCK.

Gastric Pain~

2009-05-04T20:29:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night, I almost went to hospital. I got a serious super duper gastric pain. I don't feel any shit, and I did ate my dinner. Haiz. I was rolling here and there on my bed. After the long torture by the pain, I fell asleep when it was not so pain.

When I woke up this morning, I can still feel slight pain but that was tolerable.
Went back to camp, I fell asleep again till lunch time, den after lunch I went back to sleep again. Woke up(been called by my 2IC) again at 2pm and went to office slack. After 5.30pm end work and book out for my first pratical driving lesson. =)

I gonna drive soon~ yeah! =)

EMO KID

2009-05-03T14:07:00.002+08:00

Really felt very sian this few days. Maybe I really too bored. Or maybe something is vetting me.

EMO.

Get over it, nico!!

Long waited wedding

2009-04-26T21:14:00.003+08:00

------------------------------------------ Bored ---------------------------------------------

It really been years since I last attend wedding. Yesterday, the wedding dinner I attended was not really so grand, but it was the biggest hall among all the three wedding banquets that holding at the same building. During the courses, they also played the video of their childhood and courtship. Kinda funny. Haha.

I told myself that I gonna make a video of my courtship with my next girlfriend. =D

I think it would be nice and funny as well. This remind me of my past.

After the dinner, I done some ridiculous stuff again. LOL.

Gonna book in soon, felt quite sian. I gonna be alone in my bunk for this week. Sian.

Left out

2009-04-24T22:23:00.002+08:00

It has been a week ever since TCC trainees being posted out to their destined units to fulfil their rest of their NS life.

ONLY ME! YES ME! ONLY LEFT ME STILL AT TCC DOING NOTHING!!!

Sian. Although there is also another OOC, Jeffrey Yap, accompany and sleep next to me. But he also need to go to his office and do his work. So in the end, still left me alone, and nobody to talk with. Haiz. I don't mind to be alone, but I need to be given some tasks to do to kill time. What I've been doing last weekdays was eat, sleep, go SIL use computer, walk around looking for friends, play PSP, chatting with friends through handphone.

THIS KIND OF LIFE IS FUCKING TOO SLACK!!!

Am I still serving NS? Sometimes I did wonder about this question! Even Jeffrey also agreed that our life have been too slack ever since we became Third Sergeant. Sometimes I did felt very bored and lonely, but there's nothing I can do. Haiz.

I don't know what I'm trying to think!!! Slack also complain, xiong also complain. Haiz. Human being will never be satisfied!!!

Tomorrow is my cousin's wedding. Bless her Bai Tou Xie Lao, Zhao Sheng Gui Zi. Haha.

Anyway, Had a few rounds of pool session with lester these few days. The result are I won 4times and he won 6 times. I was leading all the while, but suddenly me like don't know how to play. Lost straight 5 rounds in a row. Damn. Maybe he mention the person I don't want to be heard. Haha.

Today I also went to SP to meet lester for an lunch, after that I followed him to his lecture hall to attend his lesson too. But I played my psp through out the whole lesson! Haha. Miss my school days and my poly mates. =)

STUBBORN YET LOST

2009-04-17T03:21:00.002+08:00

Undeniable, I'm stubborn, but I'm LOST now. Don't know what I want. Heard a song that I don't wish to be heard, but I still stand still and listen finished the song. W*** ** ** **** ********* ***.

I'm understand someone's situation but I'm still pissed with "IT". Wanted to let go but still hold on to it.

Trying to improve, but yet failed.
Trying to get closer, but drifted even further.
Trying to save more, but wasted even more.

haiz

TO: TCC

Congratz to all my TCC brothers and me for promoted to 3SG. We worked hard for 10months and finally we attained this rank with our sweat and blood. Start to think of, I wasn't that into the course in the first place, but time and training made our bond even stronger and thicker. Now, I'm really unbearable to see that we going to seperate into different path. 天底下无不之散宴席, but I hope that one of day, our days together will be back.

We strike, We fight, We roll in day and night
Armour Elite Tankee!!!

New songs that I found

2009-04-12T20:47:00.003+08:00

够爱

我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追
寻追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
指头还残留你为我擦的指甲油
没想走你好像说过你和我会不会有以后
世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙爱你的我

你听见了吗我为你唱的这首歌是为了要证明我为了你存在的意义

世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙爱你的我

爱你的我不能停止脉搏为了爱你奋斗就请你让我说出口

我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙爱你的我

ya wo 爱你的我 ya wo
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影

你是我的宝贝

我一直在寻找可爱的微笑
今天终于让我找到
我希望你知道我不是开玩笑
今天才发现了你的好
你有特别的味道
让我神魂颠倒我想我一定是中了招
呜美丽在燃烧我快控制不了

wu.......... 其实我不错可以考虑我
什么都可以 just don't say no
我们手牵手沙滩走一走
只要跟你在一起就足够
希望你能当我宝贝你一定不会后悔
我只有一个要求就是要对你好
永远不让你流泪永远都不让你心碎
希望你相信我我们在一起好吗
只要你相信我

Nice songs(at least I think this way). If those ang mo 派 don't understand/read the words den it too bad la. =)

I'm Back~

2009-04-11T15:19:00.001+08:00

I'm back from Germany. Okay la. I quite(maybe very) lazy, drag till now den blogged. I'm came back to Singapore on Tuesday. Started to get use again "OUR" weather. The weather over there really very cooling. This trip to Germany, let me experienced the changing of winter season to summer season. I get to see SNOW, sand storm, rain, sunny day.

When I first reached there, GERMANY WAS STILL SNOWING. When we get out of our airplane, the first feeling was SUPER DUPER COLD. Maybe most of us didn't experience this kind of weather before, that why most of us can't take it and quickly wear our jacket. The next day, when we start our training, the snow starts to get bigger and heavier. Finally, it was an snowstorm. Training still continue, where else the rest of us hide in the tonner trying to some warm but it was totally useless. Our foot, toes, hand, and fingers were getting colder and colder till it was wet and freezing cold.

POOR ME, DIDN'T TRAIN WITH THEM STILL NEED TO SUFFER THIS. =*(

The snowstorm stopped during the night when we are back in camp. The next day was an raining day. Weather still cold and we are wet too. I'm was also told that yesterday the temperature of the snowstorm was below 0degree.

After the third day, all days were sunny day, the temperature was maintaining between 7-15degree, and during the night till breaking dawn was below 5 degree. We also experienced a small sandstorm that last about 5 - 10sec.

After all the training, it was R&R. Abit boring, as we were brought to alot of places( some places that I think most of the teenagers won't be going). Something like cultural exchange. Before we left, we got our free & easy, and I got a few gifts for my friends. Regretted that I didn't bring much cash to euro, I didn't buy anything for myself!! Haha. Nevermind, I will be back again( maybe other europe countries).

*Travelled from Singapore -> Munich -> Hamburg ->Bergen -> Frankfurt ->heidelburg -> Frankfurt -> Singapore *

Recently, I got a urge to travel oversea and collect those alcohol drinks. My next target is Taiwan. Should be travelling next year march. Started to plan liao, ANYBODY WANNA JOIN US??? TELL ME NOW~

Next week they gonna POP liao. I wished to join them too, but I can't. I'm OOC already. Really wanted to help my crew to do something, but I just can't. Only can see them happily do they POP parade from faraway. I just get my 3SG rank without any parade. Nevertheless, I got my 3SG pay. HOLY SHIT! Near 1k. Haha. Super happy. =) Gonna rich soon!

Oh ya. I can start my driving liao. Although my cataract problem still not solved, but doctor said as long as I wearing my latest corrected spectacles, I CAN DRIVE. GOOD NEWS! Time to sleep. =)

PHOTOS IN GERMANY 6

2009-04-11T15:01:00.007+08:00

PHOTOS IN GERMANY 5

2009-04-11T14:44:00.006+08:00

PHOTOS IN GERMANY 4

2009-04-11T14:17:00.006+08:00

PHOTOS IN GERMANY 3

2009-04-11T13:35:00.010+08:00

PHOTOS IN GERMANY 2

2009-04-11T13:16:00.007+08:00

PHOTOS IN GERMANY 1

2009-04-11T12:14:00.011+08:00

FOOD IN GERMANY

2009-04-11T11:21:00.003+08:00

This are some of the food that I ate in Germany. =)

BEFORE FLIGHT TO GERMANY PHOTO

2009-04-11T03:12:00.007+08:00

Gathering with Sispec and Poly friends

2009-03-22T10:53:00.003+08:00

Being busy with friends and Tv dramas over this weekend. Now I'm catching an Tv drama called "Beach. Ball. Babes". I know it was kinda past 1 year ago drama, but I missed the drama last time so I pester my sister to purchase Mobtv. I like Dawn Yeo. Nice and pretty actress.

Another drama is 终极三国. Is an Taiwan idol drama. Kinda hilarious and funny. Worth watching. When you sad, this drama can cheer you up. When you angry, this drama can make you smile again. When you feed down, this drama can brighten up your day. Isn't it a very good drama. In conclusion, it nice and funny la. Haha.

Two days ago, I went out with my Sispec friends during noon and my Poly friends during evening. Went to Japanese Gourmet Town for lunch and New York New York for dinner. Kinda having a short gathering before I go Germany. It really nice to see you guys again after such a long time. We shall meet again when I come back. =)

Yesterday, my planning was just go out with lester, evelyn, and jasmine for a dinner( Zhou's kitchen) at Jurong Point. But when I going to reach my table, I saw jean, YS, ray, enci, xiao hua, raymond already seated there waiting for me. For an instant, I was shock and surprise as I don't expect them to be there. It was all lester and the rest plan. They planning to give me a surprise before I go Germany. Ok guys you all succeeded. You guys really gave me a nice surprise. =)

When you guys see this post, I should be either at changi airport? board the plane? flying in the sky? or at germany already. There a few things I want to say. In my life, there a few groups of people that I won't want to leave them.
First is the PL friends. They are fantastic, they always give me surprises, fun, and joy.
Second is my NS friends. When two men play together, they are bore. But when a lot of men gets together, they will be superly fun.
Third is all my school mates(secondary/poly). They been with me helping me when I'm in trouble in studies. We often meet up for we did have fun too. I will never forget the days we burn mid night oil together in school to just get better result for our exam. =D

To Lester: thanks for the surprise you gave me. You been an wonderful friend to me.

To enci: Sorry for your leg. =( Anyway, shall we go for a singing lesson when I come back?

To xiao hua: xiao hua ar. do you still rmb that time you went out with me and you told me abt ur prob? me and lester really want to see you and *** erm erm. you know you know. hahahaa. I want to hear good news when I come back. =D

To gilbert: thanks for your concern bro. I will be fine in germany. Nothing will happen to me. Don't worry.

To yida: da. when can we go out again??

To jean: want go sing sing sing~~ ???

To other friends: I will be fine. Thanks for the gathering this few days. I'm very happy to be with you guys. =D

4 days left to Germany

2009-03-19T04:26:00.003+08:00

4 days left to depart singapore for germany. Nothing much to talk about.

Went out with xiao hua for an lunch at SGH and movie at Lido.
The movie we watched is suggested by me, because I was told by one of my friend that the movie was scary and nice. But what the fuck, the movie wasn't as nice as it was told, at least for me. The movie was Coming Soon. Throughout the whole movie, there's only one part that "surprise" me was that ghost suddenly pop out when the lift opened up, and the rest of the movie didn't really make me feel scared.

After movie, went back home and had dinner with my family at the coffeeshop below my house. Total spent like $60+. Kinda expensive, just the crab already cost my dad $39 liao. It nice, but I don't think it worth it, I rather try other dishes.

Later don't know lester want to go where. I'm tired. I think I going to bed soon. Haha. =)
Night guys.

2009 Chalet

2009-03-17T20:38:00.013+08:00

Sorry for the photos are in random. Haha. Lazy to arrange it. Haha.

Kinda a lotsa photos eh. Haha.

Really enjoy at the chalet, had fun with myself, and as well with my friends. Great to see lotsa old friends at the chalet. Had a little gathering over there and fun filled the chalet.

We went to wild wild wet on saturday at about noon period. I Never went to wild wild wet before

, so this time round was a totally new experience for me. Had fun with the water and friends. The way Ray fall down from the start of the slide, till we play the U shape slide, we really enjoy ourselves. I felt kinda a little bit sorry to enci, because I didnt meant to push her so hard till she injuried her knee. Really sorrryyyyY~

Had BBQ and watched movie, Dragonball Evolution. The food was great. Ate a lotsa of chicken wings and I really felt my tummy grow bigger liao. But strangely a lotsa of people said I'm getting more slimmer and fitter than last time, but I still feel very fat. Haha.

Thanks my friends for coming to the chalet. =)

The chalet looks great because the present of all of you. I'm sorry to daniel and jasmine because I didn't really play a good host on that day. Daniel, sorry to make you feel lonely on that day. Jasmine, sorry for that day as you ask me to chat with you but I fell asleep. Hahaha. I make it out on another day ba.

Anyway, I'm going to Germany soon. It real soon. The coming monday, I will be first time taking airplane to another part of the earth. The weather is cold and I'm not sure whether I can take it a not. Haha. The excitement in my inner heart are getting biggger and larger when the days to Germany are getting closer. Days to Germany are getting closer, yet I still haven't pack my bag. I think I should buck up during this 2 days. Haha.

Before I go to Germany, I will be meeting my Sispec friends on saturday noon till evening, then I will be meeting my poly mates for short gathering and dinner. Sunday will be booked by my close friends lester, jasmine, maybe enci and a few other friends ba. I'm making use of my weekend to the fullest to accompany and meet up all my friends and family before I go Germany.

Nico gonna sleep soon. Night~

Poor Nico~

2009-03-12T01:18:00.002+08:00

Actually I don't feel like saying this in my this blog, because there are a lots of strangers, unwelcome people, and those people who hates me to know my condition. But in the same time, I like to let those people who are care about me to know that I'm still fine. I still actively kicking here and there. Haha.

Weeks ago, I found out that my right eye can't really see clearly even with my spec on. I quickly went to see doctor as I'm desperate to know what happening to my eye. When the result out, I'm discovered that I actually have cataract. Cataract is an eye disease that form a cloudy stuff in ur eye and cause you to unable to see clearly.

The exact name of mine cataract is Anterior Capsule Cataract. I don't know much about this kind of stuff so I can't explain to you guys what is all this about. What I know is usually this kind of disease only happened when you are old, otherwise there are other reasons too. For examples, diabieties, hypentension, family medical history, trauma, or maybe even too much of ultra-violet ray can cause cataract. But I don't know what cause me to have cataract, but I think most probably is trauma that cause me to have cataract. I can't think of others already.

For the recent check up at Tan Tock Seng Eye Clinic, I have done my blood test, urine test to see whether I had diabieties or any other illness a not. I hope this time round, good result will come to me. I also found out that the cataract I've got, cause my right eye degree to drop from 500plus to 200plus. It a hilarious that cataract actually helped me to drop my eye sight degree. Haha.

Up till now, I received none treatment from the hospital. They been telling me they are checking for the cause and keep asking me like a prisoner? Haha. There is one moment that I really freak out by the stress/truth that I actually got cataract. The first thing I'm know is, Will I get blind? Search from some answer from my camp mates and my instructors, they say just need to do surgery and cut the cataract off. I not sure. I hope I can do lasik and regain my perfect eye sight again.

Now I'm able to cope with the stress which from the cataract. I been giving myself a lot of stress because of the cataract. But now I will console myself by telling me that I'll be fine, cataract isn't a big stuff that will cause you blind. Now my thought wasn't as bad as the past. And I can tell my close friend or rather those friends who are concern about me that

* I AM FINE, NO NEED TO WORRY! *

Looking forward to the chalet. =)

TO L:

It Destiny or Fate?
Still waiting!

HEALTHY NOT WEALTHY

2009-03-04T22:43:00.002+08:00

HEALTHY and WEALTHY, which one will you choose? Haha. Now I really can understand the following sentence. Money is important, but somethings are cant be purchase by money. Health is one of the good example.

Alarm has woke me up, but it a bit too late for me to realise something is wrong in my body. * I'm not alien* It just some part of my body dont want to function properly. Haha. I hope I can fix it back to the original standard. * sound like an robot* Haha.

Anyway, I'm OOC(out of course) already, but I already gain my third sergeant rank le. Heng. Haha. I will be also going to germany with my course mates, instead of training together, I will be in charge of food and maybe sentry stuffs ba. Haha.

This two months are quite unlucky to me. Maybe is my bad luck month. Haha. Things isn't going well as what it should be going. I will tahan through my NS life. =)

Thank gal. Thanks for your encouragement. =) Your words given me a lot of confident and courages. Hope this sunday you will enjoy it. =D

nigh.

Prawn fishing day

2009-02-24T00:21:00.002+08:00

Today I went to a prawn fishing with lester, enci, and Raymond Koh. The prawn fishing place is near somewhere at katib. The place if not wrong is called as Bottle Tree? Not sure la. Haha.

Had fun during the prawn fishing session. And we went back home with 24 prawns. I got 10 prawns, lester got 8 prawns, and enci got 6 prawns. Haha. I'm the top winner!!! Haha
Actually I only caught 2 prawns nia. Haha. Got one kind-hearted soul uncle gave me some of his prawns. He not only gave me prawns, but also taught us how to prawn fishing. Another uncle gave enci 3 prawns. Lester was the only one who caught all 8 prawns by himself. Haha. PRO LA~ Lolx.

After the prawn fishing session, I went to tan tock seng hospital for check up. The outcome of the result wasn't good. Abit demoralise, emo, and fear. I don't wish to mention much about it. I hope I will get well soon. Hope my second appointment which is on 4th march, 9am, will be a better result compare to my first visit.

Sian.

Bored week

2009-02-15T12:10:00.003+08:00

Valentine's day has just ended yesterday. Spent my day with my computer watching drama. BORED!!! Haha. Poor guy.

Many things happened this week. The most sian part is that my course got to clean up our co-ax machine gun after the Single Tank Battle course from 1am plus to 6am. It really an tiring task for us. All of us really shagged after the training and we are not allow to sleep only after we cleaned up all of our arms.

Reached home at about 9am plus. Fallen asleep at about 11am, woke up at about 4.30pm. Den couldn't find anybody out. Sad. Haha. So I still at home watch my drama, movies and anime. That goes my valentine's day.

Sunday, which is today, suppose to be meeting lisa. But she was injuried, so outing cancelled. Hope she can faster recover and we meet up soon. =)
Today I end up chilling with lester. Had some korea food as dinner. I don't really like kim chi. We also went to road show for car, toyota. Really got the interest of buying car. Must brainwash my dad to buy me a car. Haha. Second hand car I also happy. =D

The next few weeks, my weekend will be burn due to training. So I can only out on every sunday. Really sian sia. I want OOC. ENJOY MY LIFE!!! =D

FUCKING INSTRUCTORS

2009-02-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

I really don't know what to say about my course. A lots of my instructors has began to become more and more crazy. Met instructor A 5 days, I kena scold by him for 5 days. Instructor B likes to Da Xiao Bao Gao to senior instructors, thus we got confinements.

Now our course small small things also confinements. I REALLY GONNA GO CRAZY. I thinking of OOC. I reported sick yesterday, also kena scold. I from high morale drop till super low morale liao. I must tahan till I get specialist. At least till week 14 after my course commander submit our report. Now is week 13 liao. TAHAN TAHAN TAHAN.

Now the most important things is to pass IPPT and SOC. I already pass my IPPT le, now left SOC. My latest result is 9:13mins. Very satisfied with my result le, because my best timing is 10:00min zhun zhun. I want to improve and down pes and lead a simple life. =)
That me, NICO. Easy and simple life. I don't want complicated life.

Looking forward for this sunday. =)

Hell weeks.

2009-02-01T11:22:00.002+08:00

HoHOho. My NS hell weeks has begun. This week I just serve finished my first weekend guard duty. Weekend burned. Thanks to AI(armour infantry) friends. Because they got Live firing on saturday, so we got to swap our weekday duty to weekend for them. Sian.

Next week totally no need to go home because we also got Live Firing. Another weekend burned. After that we still got many battle tank(s) drills that fall on weekends. OMG OMG. Haiz.
MY WEEKENDS GONE!!!

I'm looking forward on 15. =)
Anyway, who got any good idea of where has a good prawn farm to catch prawns and eat seafoods? I got a few places already but still not confirmed yet. Haha.

Oh ya. My dad surprise me this week when he told me not to spent too much on playing. He asked me to save money and go learn car, when I got license, he will buy me a car to drive. Haha. I just feel high when I think of I will have my own car this year. SHIOK.

Lester, I WANT CHALET!!! I WANT CHALET!!! I WANT CHALET!!!

Chinese New Year

2009-01-26T23:02:00.002+08:00

Today is Chinese New Year, Lunar chu yi. Everybody must be very happy collecting their red packets and counting how much they got for this year, but I'm not happy.

Nico feel bored. Yawn. I intend to ask a few friends go out, but all not free. Sian. I also felt tired today as I went to count down CNY at chinatown and came back home quite late. The fire crackers were nice but it was damn smelly and disgusting as the cover of the fire crackers were broken into small small pieces and flew all the way down the street. My whole body was cover with all this small small red pieces stuff.

Sian. This coming week I also got guard duty. NS life sucks la. SIAN!!!
I still not cleared my SOC. I got to buck up and faster clear my SOC. I want to get at least a sergeant rank. MORE MONEY!!!

Through out this two weeks, I been thinking about a lot of stuffs. And I found out that I got a weakness. A weakness that will stay with me through out my life ba. I been trying to overcome it but it still don't seems to fade away. See through a lot but just can't solve it. Hope it won't affect me. *Nico must stay happy. =D *

I intend to go learn driving when I got my sergeant rank and hope I can get my license on/before my birthday, as it will be me giving myself the best birthday present. Haha.

For infor, I will be going to germany on 24th march as there was an delayed. So my days in germany should be around 14days and there is no R&R/Free&Easy, but last day educational tour. Fucking lame. -_-"

Red Cliff 2

2009-01-11T12:30:00.003+08:00

Woo. I went to watched Red Cliff 2 yesterday with lester, raymond, ray, christopher and yida. Personally felt that the movie abit draggy in some part but overall the movie is still quite nice. The Zhou Yu and Zhuge Liang really damn smart sia, machiam L and Light. Haha.

Anyway, I learning driving tank this week and next week. By the end of next week, I will be getting my tank license. A license that not everybody can have. Haha. During the training, I realise that I am those speedy type driver. When the instructor said the road is mine, I will change to gear 2(for new bird like us, they only allow us max gear 2 out of 4) and drive to the max speed. It fun and I like the feeling. Haha. I feel more confident if I now go register class 3. Haha.

I will be registering my class 3 during April once I get my sergeant rank, and hope I can get the class 3 license before or on my birthday. It will be my best birthday present. Haha. If I didn't get sergeant, then I will postpone registering till June or July.

This year, a lot of my friends including me are going oversea. Haha. Yufan now in australia, Da just came back from china, I'm going to germany, lester going to hong kong, alex shui going to taiwan, gilbert and bao going thailand. Haha. I hope we can go oversea together and enjoy ourself. Haha. =)

good bye 2008 and welcome 2009

2009-01-03T18:58:00.002+08:00

We have already say good bye to 2008 and welcome 2009, so everything we should start afresh again.
I'm here wish everybody, most importantly is my family and my friends all the best to their studies and relationship. Hope everybody can everlasting and live in peace. =D
Hope all the sadness and unhappiness can leave together with 2008 and won't come back again.

On the New Year eve, Me and my friends went to town and chill. We went to Cineleisure first, and I able see my platoon mates and as well my secondary old friends. Really happy to see them. After Cineleisure, we went to a pub, somewhere near centrepoint. I got high and wasted that day. It been really damn long since I last got wasted. Haha. The HIGH feeling really shiok. It fun. =D

I drank around:
-3 to 4 glasses of draft beer
-8 to 10 glasses of martell and chivas on the rock
-a few slip of bacardi.

Bacardi really too concentrated le. Buay tahan. haha

The next day morning when I woke up, I found myself very tired and there is a pain feeling around the area at lower part of my chest.
Then yesterday I had my SOC, I was leading all the way for the first 700m and first 2 obstacles, and my friends started to overtake me. I gave up my last race around 500m whereby I still got ard 4mins to go. I couldn't breathe and my heart pump too fast and my body really unable to take it.

Maybe I still haven't recover from the drink I took during the New Year eve, and my fitness due to my long status since 4weeks ago. My 2.4km timing also dropped. I really feeled very tired after that night. So this weekend, I gonna stay at home and rest to recoup my energy. Haha.

Hey wei cong, sorry that today I can't accompany you go town. I really want to rest at home and prepare for next week. Same as you jeffrey. Next time den we meet up la. okays? =D

And Yida, welcome back to Singapore! When are we meeting up? Next weekend? Hope to see ya soon.
=)

My Kuishin bo dinner photo

2008-12-28T19:56:00.006+08:00

Kuishin Bo Dinner photos. =)

I hope to have more of this kind gathering. I love my friends~ =)

Christmas eve celebration

2008-12-27T00:52:00.005+08:00

Merry Christmas to of all YOU~

It is an HOLY festival that most of the people in Singapore will come out and celebrate together. My camp this week gave us 4 and 1/2 days of off. SHIOK. Haha. Been going out with friends chilling and enjoying our life.

I been eating a lot such as kuishin bo, steamboat, KFC, buffet , etc. I didn't really exercise recently because of my medical status, and tada, I become fat again. I need to exercise more and more and even more to get back slim and fit. Haha.

Below is the photos I took on the Christmas eve. Didn't able to took photos with the rest of my gang, because they went to Double O for a drink whereby me , jeffrey, zhi fa, and wei cong went to eat. Haha. Really enjoying the time when we eating, talk cock sing song and gossiping. Haha. =)

Week 4

2008-12-08T15:12:00.006+08:00

It was my fourth week of my TCC. Time flies. Soon Christmas will be visit us, and follow by new year. More PH please. Haha.

Yesterday I went out with my Sispec buddies to Vivo and PS. We had Carls Jr at vivo for our dinner. Kinda taste like Burger King, nothing special. =)

We stay there rotting for a period of time, chilling and chatting about what happened to us recently in camp.

We also went to the Pet Safari at Vivo. That place really will brighten up my day. Seeing so many adorable tiny cute dogs. My smiles will automatically come out without knowing it. Don't know since when I start to love dogs. I even feed the wild dog in our camp with my only chicken wing. Haha. Am I a dog lover? =)

After Vivo, we went to PS for a movie. We had .REC at about 2.10am as our choice. That movie really shock me with a few scenes. My friends said it really similar to quarantine. I feel kinda bad because Bao watch quarantine already and he fall asleep twice during the movie. But he still got kena shock by those scenes. Haha.

After the movie, we intend to take night rider back home de, but the rain make us forfeit the idea of walking to the bus stop. Anyway, yesterday also don't have night rider. I totally forgotten about it untill just now lester told me. Haha.

I also went to Pull and Bear to buy some CNY clothes. Now I can understand why women like to shopping. Haha. I start to love shopping too. Haha. But I don't have money. Can I strike one time toto? Haha. Come money come. =)

The following will be some fotos I took when me and my friends chilling at town. =)

An early update of the week

2008-11-27T20:48:00.003+08:00

Tonight I having my first night out at Sungei Gedong camp. 2/21 weeks gonna end soon. This week was a very tiring day, as we got to learn a lot of new things about tank. Got to wear thick thick de coverall. I dunno how I gonna survive in the tank.

It may be look smart, but we, as the tank commander got to pay a high price for looking smart in the tank. Haha. Everytime I go in, I confirm sweat like hell. Haha.

Anyway, correction of my last post. I will be flying to Germany on 18th april NIGHT. Haha. And guys, sms ur birthday so I can record down your birthday on my newly bought calendar. I got poor memory for numbers, as I can only remember a few important numeric stuffs. I can send you guys an birthday sms or present before/on/after your birthday. Most probably is sms as I still serving NS, I DON'T HAVE SPARE CASH. Haha.

PS. Wei Zhong, in the end, I still decided not to write it out and copy you. I will keep it in my heart, and bury it deep deep. Haha. What over is over, there is no point for asking it. Good things wont come back.

Tankie commander

2008-11-23T03:02:00.003+08:00

I just finished my BSLC last week. Now I in another camp, sungei gedong camp( hope I didn't spell wrongly) studying tank commander course. Basically I was just learning how to drive, shoot, and command LEOPARD TANK!

Leopard tank is a new tank that Singapore government bought it from Germany. And only sungei gedong camp got this type of tank. So which mean my NS life will end at sungei gedong camp. Haiz. Actually my course is quite small which consist of 30 trainees for this intake.

This is the picture of leopard tank.

Singapore leopard tank are similar to this , I think we are using modified tank.
Norwegian army uses this snow white leopard tank.

Seriously, I kinda miss my BMTC and Sispec friends. Some of them really treat me well, and we really click well too. Haha. Came to this course with nobody I close to, it really hard on me. I tried withdraw from the course together with my friend, but I failed. Nico don't like to be alone, and he now trying very hard to get to know more about his new friends. Haiz. 20weeks to go before my course end.

Anyway. I will be going to Germany for training during 16th march 2008 if I not wrong.
First time take airplane.
First time go europe.
First time go so far.
First time leave Singapore so long.
Really looking forward to the day and hope I can enjoy my first europe trip. =)

I was also planning to go taiwan or hong kong for holidays. Anybody interested? If any, please inform me ok? Haha.

Yida going to china for attachment soon. Da, I will miss you de. Hope to see you soon when you come back to Singapore after your attachment on Jan.

I want to go shopping for my CNY clothes, any GIRLS want accompany me go buy??? If nobody, I gonna sacrifies xiao hua and enci liao. Haha.

Recently update

2008-11-09T21:23:00.007+08:00

It has been quite some time since I last blogged. I shall update some fotos that I took start from recently to my birthday that period.

I really happy to get a corporal rank within this 5months. The rank is not very big deal, but what make me happy is that I really put in my effort in order to get this rank. I really will appreciate it, because I really shed my tears, sweat, and blood to get this far. Maybe this is what I called APPRECIATE. =)

Time flies. Seriously, if I don't think of ORD all this, days really passes fast. Haha. Keep it up, nico! Haha. I going to have my SISPEC(BSLC) POP on this coming saturday. I going to have my own men. I gonna do things in my own way. I gonna enjoy more wellfare. Wahahaha.

Anyway, I like my friends~ Really enjoy being with you guys. Always a lot of surprises and funs. Haha. Other people/person might fail me, but you guys won't. Wish that our friendship can everlasting la. Haha.

Today I went to play basketball alone. Really enjoy de game. I REALLY LOVE BASKETBALL. Haha. Always so fun. Played 3vs3 with stranger. 3 of them is china people, and 2 is teenager. Me with one china guy and one teenager team together. We won 2 games out of 5 games. LOL! Although de game is 3vs3, but I felt that it was 2vs2. Only me and the china guy can score, either side teams teenager can score. I still no match for the china people, but I also not that lousy till can't score. Average I can score 3 to 4 balls in an 7 balls game. I cant don't admit that they really good in speed and flexibility. No wonder china can always dominate in those olympic games. Haha.

Ok la. I think I talk till here ba. Maybe next week I will update again. =)

Achievements

2008-10-26T01:35:00.002+08:00

I just came back from another field camp. Yeah. It was my second field camp within this two weeks. Kinda shagged this time round. My second field camp site was at Pulau Tekong. During this field camp, I managed to see my Ex-PC Lt Yee Aun, and SGT Shafiq. Able to see them make me feel kinda an boost in morale. Haha. I just felt that way, sound stupid huh. =)

After this field camp, I felt that I had slim down even more. My tummy is gone, my mum and some of my relative also said I much more skinny than before. Haha. I proud of my perseverance. The method of getting this success is starvation. Haha. I starve myself during field camp. The reasons why I'm doing this is because I want to get slim down and the combat ration food really taste suck. I hate it. Haha. Although I have already slim down, I still don't get the six pad. Haha. Think I gonna train even more la.

I found out that I made some changes/achievements to myself unknowingly when I went to NS.

The changes are:
I don't really play much games nowadays, perhaps more gathering with friends.
I dont really watch soccer, perhaps more to taiwan idol drama series.
More focus on personal fitness.
More focus on myself than others.

Some achievements are:
Able to pass all the SOC station.
Able to pass IPPT (maybe an silver standard).
More sense of responsibility to others (maybe because of going to become sect. comm.) .

Sometimes I just felt tired, be it mentally or physically.
Nico shall stand firm to his ground. Never regret, Never look back. Always stand up again after a heavy fall. That me. Nicodemus Chua Sze Chuan. =)

Just Random.

2008-10-19T01:53:00.003+08:00

This post will be very random. Just very confused about myself. Hope can find my way out.

I just walk out a very big step. I been living in guilty for quite sometime, but now I know the truth. I can only say. GET OUT OF MY LIFE THEN. I will never live in that guilty anymore. I shall now do my part and believe or not, you will be transparent to me from now on.

May god bless you.

Unfortunate things happened again.

2008-10-12T00:40:00.003+08:00

First, I want to say this out loud. I'M 21 YEARS OLD LE. Finally I'm an officially and legally become an ADULT liao. Must become more and more mature. Think for people before us. That is the condition for becoming an section commander.

After my 21st, there is some good things and one bad things happened to me.
First good things is, I passed my IPPT test 1.

The result are:
SBJ: 225cm
shuttle run: 10.1
Pull up: 7
sit up: 40
2.4km: 10.30sec

kinda happy with the result, because I always fails in IPPT either SBJ or pull up. Now if I can pull my chin up till 8, I will be able to get silver for IPPT first time in my life. Kinda pity that I didn't manage, but I still quite satisfied with my result already because I've been improving since past one week. Thanks to chow tat for accompany me do chin up, if not I don't think I can improve that much.

Second happy thing is, I can finally complete all the station during SOC. Maybe I can complete the station because I didn't wear/take LBV, helmet, and rifle. But it was an boost to my morale as I never complete it before even at BMTC. I starting to feel I getting slimmer and fitter each day. Haha.

The only one thing that upset me is, I might get confinement(3X), or guard duty, or redo gypsy 2 again. Sian. Why so suai. I don't wish to say so much about the story, but from the exercise I can see people true colours. And I don't blame bao for got lost that time, seriously it was not his fault. Punishment are awaiting for us. Please bless me good luck.

Da. Good luck to you, hope things will get better for you and see the msn nick again. =D

message of the day:
It is not easy to be an section commander nor easy to become section commander.

Photos for yesterday outing.

2008-10-05T10:23:00.004+08:00

Grown up.

2008-10-05T01:39:00.003+08:00

Going to 21 le. I think I have already grown up a little bit more then 1 year ago. This year, a lotsa things happened to me.

Be it sad, disappointed, angry, happy, or joyful, I have tend to handle things in a more optimistic view.
I will try my best to look into the things in their own shoes. This may be the part I been overlook since the past. Learn from the mistake is one of the greatest effort human being must do, so as history wont happen twice. Haha.

So I will try my best to improve myself.

Today I had an joyful day with my buddies. Lester, Raymond, and Yida asked me out to celebrate my birthday. Kinda touched eh. Haha. No la. Erm, actually I dun wish to trouble people to celebrate with me. To me, birthday is just an normal birthday, there is no necessary to create so much troubles for people. 21st birthday is birthday, 22nd also birthday, so every year must create chalet or BBQ ma? Maybe I just want low profile ba? I don't know.

I got some fotos for today trip. I post it again tml. Tired. Sleep liao. =)

Thank guys

2008-10-01T18:14:00.003+08:00

Today is Hari Raya. Thanks to our fellow muslim friends, we got today as public holiday too. Haha. Last time, I don't find public holiday as a precious moment, but I changed my view ever since I went in NS.

When I was still a student, everyday seems to be like holiday to me. I never serious in study, do things also half fcuk half fcuk standard. But when I entered NS, days are hard to pass, so any public holidays to us is a precious moment as in we rarely can book out.

Today, it was a precious public holiday. I spent my afternoon with zhen jie, zhang qian, daniel and alvin. It has been long time since we last meet especially zhang qian. Haha. We went to bugis for an simple lunch and a short chit chat period as daniel need to book in later at 6pm. We had Fish & co as our lunch and I ordered new york fish and chip for myself. After the fish and chip, zhang qian and zhen jie stunned me with a strawberry cheesecake and they sang me a happy birthday song. LOLX. I feel so pai seh sia. Haha.

Anyway, thank guys for giving me this surprise. I really happy and appreciate for this. =)
you guys brightened up my day. Haha. Sorry if I cant rememeber you guys birthday. People who know me should know that I can only remember three person hp nos only. I suck in numbers. Haha.

Thanks for everything.

what I've done this few days

2008-09-17T00:48:00.002+08:00

What have I done this few days upon the start of my POP holiday. I've been gathering with my friends with party, and outing all these. Alex, daniel, alvin, zhi hao, min dzi, and others are going for their NS le(some has already start their NS le). We are getting lesser time to meet and talk liao.

Went to alex's condo for his and his gf brithday party celebration as well as have some fun before he go for his NS life. Haha. That night, Me, enci, enci's bf, and angela sleep over night at alex's condo. Really have fun on that day. And Man Utd lost their first match of the season too. Happy. =)
Lester, u dont scold me ar. Haha.

Then I sleep over night at daniel' house the next night as I accompany him before he went to tekong too. But before that, me, lester, daniel, enci, enci's bf, and mystery went to sembawang park and play with candles, sparkles, and FIRE. Wahaha. =x
Enjoyable days for me. =)

Today, I jogged from my house to CCK and from CCK back to my house. I kinda amazed by my fitness and stamina. Before NS, I could not run too far, but now I could run that far in 1hr 10mins. Maybe I really improve a lot in fitness. Imagine nico can't pass his napfa all the while, he now can pass his ippt liao. Something I think is so great and worthwhile for the training I have received. Haha.

I'll upload the foto on the other blog. =)

POP already

2008-09-11T14:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday mark the end of my BMT life at Pulau Tekong. Haha. I have endured for 3mths already and I had my POP today. Haha. I took some photos but I dun intend to post it on this blog. I have already upload to my second blog le. Those who want to take a look can go there see. Haha. =)