Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Labels: Another sad moment.
2:35:00 AM
It sad to hear that I got so many flaws in your heart. It too many till you can't see the good pts I have? Those good stuffs that you said to me in the past seems to be gone. I don't do things to show off infront of you, but rather you find out the surprises I prepare and give it to you yourself. I may not be a super romantic guy, but I strongly believe I'm a faithful guy.
If you want the trust you wanted for, I can only say I can't give you that much. You should know very well about my hurtful past. I dare not give it to you so soon.
Your definition of love is must understand each other than can say consider love. But my definition of love is must put in your heart and soul. If you can understand me, you should know why I always so worried for you. To me, I felt that nobody can totally understand each other, but it possible that you can understand the other one like 70% if you know him/her well and long enough.
Anyway, out to my surprise, it was jasmine, the girl that I'm once dislike the most at my workplace realise that the smile on my face was a fake smile. She approached me and ask me whether I'm fine or not. She some how know my emotion was affected. Even my "mum" clara understand me with just a simple handsign. Hope my fake smile won't last any longer on my face.
Got to go MOM soon. After work, I will be go St James. Die. Not enough rest = drunk later.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Labels: It just another emotional night
2:48:00 AM
It just another emotional night for me.
A lot of thing just went through my mind. I think I won't be able to sleep tonight.
It the fear that I afraid of. =(
Friday, August 27, 2010
Labels: It just complicated
5:17:00 PM
Sometimes a word or sentence from the person I felt important to me really affect my emotions. Maybe he/she just don't know about it, but sometimes I really feel tired and hurt. I tried my best to give you my full 100%, but maybe to you it just 40%.
I'm not a saint. I'm not a superman. I'm not a god. I'm not a perfect guy.
I do have my weaknesses. I trying to make improvements on it. I can tolerates, but do have my limits.
Baby, I do care for you, worried for you. Maybe you just don't need it, but all those little little stuffs that you have done really made me worried. Examples like you felt giddy when walking up the slope, went to the wrong side direction for the train, don't know the direction to some places, don't where the bus stops. Maybe you might not worry about those small little stuffs when you are with me, but I do worries for you when you are alone.
But sometimes, it seems that my worries are not appreciated and it seems take it for granted. Baby if you want me not to worry for you anymore, please prove it to me that you can really take care of yourself.
Don't worry baby, you know I'm not mad with you.
Saw her at CWP really did confirm my love for you. I felt nothing but just stunt at the moment when I saw her. I didn't call her even though we are just few metres away. I'm really got over it already. I sure you are happy to see me reached this stage right? =D
It seems like we need some talks again. =)
Baby, I love you
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Labels: In Love
11:47:00 PM
In love with my baby.
Baby although we may not know each other for long, but I will give my best in this r/s de. =D
What I promised you, I will do it for sure. Hope what you promised me, you will also fulfil it wor.
And you know what happened to me and my previous r/s wor. Hope you won't do it to me. I can only give you my promises right now that I won't do it to you. This post shall be the witness of my promise.
Hope you can give me the faith, trust, and confident that I wants. I will definitely give u mine.
Love you. =)
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Labels: Job
12:17:00 PM
I really hope I can faster fully master my job. Seriously I hate my senior and de sales manager keep nagging here and there.
Just got my pay. I WANT GO SHOPPING. WOO WOO.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
7:08:00 PM
Yes! I super happy as I finally passed my traffic police practical test on my third attempts. This time I really learnt how to be a good driver. I drive freaking slow in the circuit and always bea little bit "hum".
I found out something during my first two attempts. I'm over-confident, and a wrong time slot can kills. This is why I always failed. I always drive fast in the circuit as I felt I can do it well, but in fact I don't get bonus points for doing it fast and there's a higher possibility of making more/serious mistakes. So this time I drive in a more slower pace.
In the circuit, I got it perfect and the TP tester didn't even move a single shit. Haha. The tester also never test me the slope station and the E-brake station. Haha. So we went out to the public road to test my driving skill. I think I did it quite well lehz, but I think I still kena demerit points. I think the tester cannot don't give me demerit points that why he anyhow give me. When he passed me my report, he just said congrat, you passed your TP. He didn't even explained to me why he give me demerit points.
Now I got save up money for a car. Hope I will keep getting a pay raise. Haha. I thinking of getting a class 2B and class 4 license too. Haha. No harm getting more license. =)
