love me dont leave me.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
9:14:00 PM

------------------------------------------ Bored ---------------------------------------------

It really been years since I last attend wedding. Yesterday, the wedding dinner I attended was not really so grand, but it was the biggest hall among all the three wedding banquets that holding at the same building. During the courses, they also played the video of their childhood and courtship. Kinda funny. Haha.


I told myself that I gonna make a video of my courtship with my next girlfriend. =D

I think it would be nice and funny as well. This remind me of my past.


After the dinner, I done some ridiculous stuff again. LOL.


Gonna book in soon, felt quite sian. I gonna be alone in my bunk for this week. Sian.

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Friday, April 24, 2009
10:23:00 PM

It has been a week ever since TCC trainees being posted out to their destined units to fulfil their rest of their NS life.

ONLY ME! YES ME! ONLY LEFT ME STILL AT TCC DOING NOTHING!!!

Sian. Although there is also another OOC, Jeffrey Yap, accompany and sleep next to me. But he also need to go to his office and do his work. So in the end, still left me alone, and nobody to talk with. Haiz. I don't mind to be alone, but I need to be given some tasks to do to kill time. What I've been doing last weekdays was eat, sleep, go SIL use computer, walk around looking for friends, play PSP, chatting with friends through handphone.

THIS KIND OF LIFE IS FUCKING TOO SLACK!!!

Am I still serving NS? Sometimes I did wonder about this question! Even Jeffrey also agreed that our life have been too slack ever since we became Third Sergeant. Sometimes I did felt very bored and lonely, but there's nothing I can do. Haiz.

I don't know what I'm trying to think!!! Slack also complain, xiong also complain. Haiz. Human being will never be satisfied!!!

Tomorrow is my cousin's wedding. Bless her Bai Tou Xie Lao, Zhao Sheng Gui Zi. Haha.

Anyway, Had a few rounds of pool session with lester these few days. The result are I won 4times and he won 6 times. I was leading all the while, but suddenly me like don't know how to play. Lost straight 5 rounds in a row. Damn. Maybe he mention the person I don't want to be heard. Haha.

Today I also went to SP to meet lester for an lunch, after that I followed him to his lecture hall to attend his lesson too. But I played my psp through out the whole lesson! Haha. Miss my school days and my poly mates. =)

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Friday, April 17, 2009
3:21:00 AM

Undeniable, I'm stubborn, but I'm LOST now. Don't know what I want. Heard a song that I don't wish to be heard, but I still stand still and listen finished the song. W*** ** ** **** ********* ***.

I'm understand someone's situation but I'm still pissed with "IT". Wanted to let go but still hold on to it.

Trying to improve, but yet failed.
Trying to get closer, but drifted even further.
Trying to save more, but wasted even more.

haiz

TO: TCC

Congratz to all my TCC brothers and me for promoted to 3SG. We worked hard for 10months and finally we attained this rank with our sweat and blood. Start to think of, I wasn't that into the course in the first place, but time and training made our bond even stronger and thicker. Now, I'm really unbearable to see that we going to seperate into different path. 天底下无不之散宴席, but I hope that one of day, our days together will be back.

We strike, We fight, We roll in day and night
Armour Elite Tankee!!!

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Sunday, April 12, 2009
8:47:00 PM

够爱

我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追
寻追寻 你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻 你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
指头还残留 你为我 擦的指甲油
没想走 你好像说过 你和我 会不会有以后
世界 一直一直变 地球不停的转动
在你的时空 我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵 只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够 让你一个 人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候 在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有 为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙 爱你的我

你听见了吗 我为你唱的这首歌 是为了要证明我为了你存在的意义

世界 一直一直变 地球不停的转动
在你的时空 我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵 只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够 让你一个 人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候 在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有 为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙 爱你的我

爱你的我 不能停止脉搏 为了爱你奋斗 就请你让我 说出口

我的爱只能够 让你一个 人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候 在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有 为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙 爱你的我

ya wo 爱你的我 ya wo
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你 时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你 时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你 时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你 时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影



你是我的宝贝

我 一直在寻找 可爱的微笑
今天终于让我找到
我 希望你知道 我不是开玩笑
今天才发现了你的好
你 有特别的味道
让我神魂颠倒 我想我一定是中了招
呜 美丽在燃烧 我快控制不了

wu.......... 其实我不错 可以考虑我
什么都可以 just don't say no
我们手牵手 沙滩走一走
只要跟你在一起就足够
希望你能当我宝贝 你一定不会后悔
我只有一个要求 就是要对你好
永远不让你流泪 永远都不让你心碎
希望你相信我 我们在一起好吗
只要你相信我

Nice songs(at least I think this way). If those ang mo 派 don't understand/read the words den it too bad la. =)

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Saturday, April 11, 2009
3:19:00 PM

I'm back from Germany. Okay la. I quite(maybe very) lazy, drag till now den blogged. I'm came back to Singapore on Tuesday. Started to get use again "OUR" weather. The weather over there really very cooling. This trip to Germany, let me experienced the changing of winter season to summer season. I get to see SNOW, sand storm, rain, sunny day.

When I first reached there, GERMANY WAS STILL SNOWING. When we get out of our airplane, the first feeling was SUPER DUPER COLD. Maybe most of us didn't experience this kind of weather before, that why most of us can't take it and quickly wear our jacket. The next day, when we start our training, the snow starts to get bigger and heavier. Finally, it was an snowstorm. Training still continue, where else the rest of us hide in the tonner trying to some warm but it was totally useless. Our foot, toes, hand, and fingers were getting colder and colder till it was wet and freezing cold.

POOR ME, DIDN'T TRAIN WITH THEM STILL NEED TO SUFFER THIS. =*(

The snowstorm stopped during the night when we are back in camp. The next day was an raining day. Weather still cold and we are wet too. I'm was also told that yesterday the temperature of the snowstorm was below 0degree.

After the third day, all days were sunny day, the temperature was maintaining between 7-15degree, and during the night till breaking dawn was below 5 degree. We also experienced a small sandstorm that last about 5 - 10sec.

After all the training, it was R&R. Abit boring, as we were brought to alot of places( some places that I think most of the teenagers won't be going). Something like cultural exchange. Before we left, we got our free & easy, and I got a few gifts for my friends. Regretted that I didn't bring much cash to euro, I didn't buy anything for myself!! Haha. Nevermind, I will be back again( maybe other europe countries).

*Travelled from Singapore -> Munich -> Hamburg ->Bergen -> Frankfurt ->heidelburg -> Frankfurt -> Singapore *

Recently, I got a urge to travel oversea and collect those alcohol drinks. My next target is Taiwan. Should be travelling next year march. Started to plan liao, ANYBODY WANNA JOIN US??? TELL ME NOW~

Next week they gonna POP liao. I wished to join them too, but I can't. I'm OOC already. Really wanted to help my crew to do something, but I just can't. Only can see them happily do they POP parade from faraway. I just get my 3SG rank without any parade. Nevertheless, I got my 3SG pay. HOLY SHIT! Near 1k. Haha. Super happy. =) Gonna rich soon!

Oh ya. I can start my driving liao. Although my cataract problem still not solved, but doctor said as long as I wearing my latest corrected spectacles, I CAN DRIVE. GOOD NEWS! Time to sleep. =)

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2010 resolution
-a digital camera.
-class 3 license.
-class 2 license( for fun only).
-new computer.
-laptop.
-taiwan trip.
-ORD.

countries I went before
-Germany
-Malaysia


lists of alcohol I collected
-Martell V.S.O.P Medaillon
-CABERNET MERLOT(WINE)


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