love me dont leave me.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
11:43:00 PM



















Today, 28th May 2008, is my Graduation Day. I been waiting for this day, and I survived throughout de whole 3years. Today, the person I been hoping didn't come, but it ok. I will survive again.


Merc, thanks for coming today. Although I know it quite boring during de cert awarding part. But you still stay till de end right. Anyway, thanks for everything, and stay by my side support me when I down. This is what friends for, same as those who supported me. =D


When I was on the stage, I can only say one thing. NERVOUS! This thing don't have rehersal one de sia. Haha. Anyway, I want to go see my transcript liao. Haha.

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
4:36:00 PM





















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Saturday, May 24, 2008
1:03:00 AM

我为什么还爱这你


一天过一天 明天再见
这是你每次说的 一直都没有改变
你的无奈 我知道你的心已不在
放开 这是最好的决定

你的爱 已不在 我为什么还在这发呆

我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因 你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因 你狠心丢我在 这里

一天过一天 明天再见
这是你每次说的 一直都没有改变
你的无奈 我知道你的心已不在
放开 这是最好的决定

你的爱 已不在 我为什么还在这发呆

我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因 你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因 你狠心丢我在 这里

我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你 (想着你)
不是我不放弃
是什么原因 你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃是什么原因 你狠心丢我在 这里

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Friday, May 23, 2008
11:27:00 PM

Tml I hope I will be having a lot of fun at sentosa. Kinda tired, and heart ache this few days. But I think time will heal everything.

It is not easy to give up so easy,

It is not easy to forget our thick and thin,

It is not easy to forget a person whom you loved so deep before,

It is not easy to put down our good and sad memories,

It is not easy to let go the person whom you planned your future together with,

but this is LIFE. I got to accept it. Hope nothing bad news will come to me again. I can't take another blow right now. I am strong, but I can be destroyed.


Now I hope my NS faster finish and I can continue my ROAD


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Thursday, May 22, 2008
6:03:00 PM

To the guy called edwin, I just want to say:

Right now, I don't give a shit what you thinks of me. You knows NOTHING about me and Annabelle, so can you simply STFU. I don't need your's comments. If you think I'm jealous because of you, then I think you really OVERESTIMATED yourself. Anyway, I don't trust you nor your words. There is a lot people far more better than you are interested with her, but I never been worried before. But I just find you are very irritating to me and I am extremely don't like you.

And I want to tell you something. I never like/want to know you before. And maybe you may like to know why I don't like you. Ever since the first time I saw you in the train, you are the first person who sabotage us. Do you know, you have caused so much inconvenient to us and as well to our friends. And everytime you keep saying I jealous or what, the more I find you very irritating, and you are an eyesore to me. . But nevertheless, it over between me and Annabelle. And it no point that you explain to me whether you are a friend of her a not. Eyesore is an eyesore.

Maybe you like her or what, I don't know and I don't wish to care anymore. Me and she is past le, but I believe if she really love me, she will come back to me. And that it. I will continue my life, so as she. You can continue whatever shit you like to do, but please kindly fcuk off from my life.

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Saturday, May 17, 2008
5:25:00 PM

Today at around 10.30am, the girl I love the most in my life right now asked for a break up with me. It was too sudden for me accept. And I can't accept it. I trying my very best to save this relationship.

Dear, if you happened to read my blog for this post. Please don't leave me. You know how much you meant to me. Maybe there is/are a reason(s), but please don't give up our relationship. We went through thick and thin just to become a couple, and now you want to give up? Please don't.

If you feel anything is my fault, I apologise for everything. I trust you a lot, and put in my very best effort to maintain our relationship till now. I believe you have your reason(s), at least tell me and share with me. We can try to solve together.

DEAR, I REALLY LOVE YOU A LOT. PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE.

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Friday, May 16, 2008
11:04:00 PM

DISAPPOINTMENT

LONELY

EMO

BORING

WTF

This is how I feel right now. Don't know why and what to do. Hope everything will be fine for me.

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Sunday, May 11, 2008
1:18:00 AM

Haiz. This will be last month for me to play before I go in NS. I been doing some exercise recently and hope to slim/fit before NS as it might make my life easier when I go in.

I been hoping to go some places/activities that I never do it before or have not been visited for quite some time, such as:

1. Singapore Zoo
2. Wild Wild Wet
3. Escape Theme Park
4. Singapore Flyer
5. Sentosa
6. Fishing

As for Sentosa, I have already planned out on 24th May. Hope that day will be fun! =)

As for fishing, I hope I can make it on next week sunday( on 18th May).

As for Singapore Zoo, I think tomorrow I will be going, but sadly, Dear cant go with me. It was quite a disappointed for me, but nevermind, there is still got other chances right.

And the rest, I dont think I got time to go before NS. But I hope I will still have energy to go when I book out from the camp. =)
And that all for today. Will update again soon.( I think so. =P )

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2010 resolution
-a digital camera.
-class 3 license.
-class 2 license( for fun only).
-new computer.
-laptop.
-taiwan trip.
-ORD.

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-Malaysia


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-CABERNET MERLOT(WINE)


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