love me dont leave me.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
9:44:00 AM

This is the photo I took recently! Hee.
=D
I love little Ding An! He is so cute. =)























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I shifted partly of my blog to another blog. Maybe let this blog rest awhile. Or maybe the most secret and hot stuff from my bottom of my heart will only post at the new blog, this blog will only post those public/common stuffs/photos. =)

SPECIALY THANKS TO ENCI FOR HELPING ME DO MY NEW BLOG. HAHA. THANK YOU. =D

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Saturday, August 23, 2008
11:31:00 AM

Time flies. Soon in like two weeks plus, I will be having my POP le. I can still remember when I first enter Pulau Tekong, I stepped in with a heavy heart. Many Many problems and troubled follows me to Tekong too.

Now I have just finished my 16km route march. It was really very very very very tiring event for us recruit. Even till now, my back and my shoulder still can feel the pain and tiredness. But what make me happy is that I only left one major training to go.

Live range!

After that event, I just left 24km route march and POP to go. Haha. Seriously, I have a mixed feeling for POP. I'm very happy that I will be POP soon, but it also mean that the friends I have made are going to break up soon. Remember the days we chiong together and playing royal rumble together. It kinda make me sad. I already start to get use to the Tekong life style le. Haha. Who want to see me POP? Limited entry. =)

This week seems to be quite a troublesome week for me. Many things happened again. It doesn't really link to me but I slightly involve in this trouble. Haha. Troubles always come find me. I feel like I'm similar to a character in Naruto, Shikamaru. I HATE TROUBLES.

I now very vex by my future. I don't know whether I want to sign on or further study anot. I scare I cant find a good job to fund my studies. OMG. Life suck. Tell me what to do!!!

Sian.

To my buddy:
I support you, no matter what decision you make. =)

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Saturday, August 09, 2008
4:07:00 AM

It already 4am+ and I still mugging hard for my camp homework. It fucking lame lor. Make us write experience in BMT and appraisal for perm staffs. Wtf. -_-
One word can express my feeling right now. LAME!

Simply wasting our time doing shit stuffs.
Jungle Jungle Jungle. After jungle, I thought can have some real nice book out, but everything was spoiled! Need to think what to write for my homework. -_-

Anyway, I got something that I want to say to LOW WEI ZHONG.

Brother, dun get sad and emo for a girl who dont even willing wait for you during your NS and left you for another guy. You think she worth for you to get emo? You think she worth wasting your get back ur revenge? I know now you very sian, sad, emo, unhappy, and I can understand how you feel. I been through all this, but there is nothing you can do anymore. She has already gone le, she has already left you for another guy le. Forget all those sweet sweet memories and promises she gave you. Sometimes I find that promises are meant to be broken, because human being can't keep their promise de. She may say wait for you, but when you go in for a few weeks and she get lonely, promises that was made will start to get disappear.
She said she love you, but she can't even wait for you. You don't find it funny ma? I don't meant to offend her, but i just can't bear to see you like very happy, actually your heart is hurt and painful. I been through all this so can really can understand how you feel. But I can say one thing. You lost one of the you love the most, but you still get to see all your friends, buddies, standing behind you and support you. I can stand up from the pain, why you cant? Be a man! anything, you can talk to me. I willing to be your ear and listen whatever crap you say. Hehe. take care and dont think about it anymore.

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Saturday, August 02, 2008
12:43:00 AM

Hi guys! I'm back from my field camp le. What a totally shag event for me(I think for most of the people who have attended the field camp think the same as me). Seriously, before the field camp, I think it was fun like normal adventure camp, but I was WRONG. Really fucking shag.

Everyday tio scolding, tio pumping. Right also pump, Wrong also pump. Wtf. What made me feel most stressed up is my heat rashes. I think I am one of the people who tio the most jia lat rashes. My back was red and my forehead as well as my top of my head also got rashes. Now even my hand got rashes. Jia lat. Sian.

I also tio one time dehydration during the day 4 of the field camp. I almost fainted and hardly breathe. Haha. Day 4 is digging day. A digging of 6hours drain all my energy away. Seriously I really want to fall out at the moment. I really feel too shagged to continue anymore. But when I read that letter that our platoon sergeant gave it to us. I felt motivated and suck my thumb continue the field camp.


To my dearest Mummy & Sis:

Sis, Thanks for the letter you wrote for me. Thanks for the support from you and mummy. The support really give me the strength to continue my field camp. Afterall, I managed to finish my field camp. I love you all. Haha. Anyway, when we(all my platoon mates) received their letter and read it, our tears dropped. We really miss our home and really want to faster get our ass out of the jungle. So when I read the letter, my tears uncontrollable fall from both of my eyes. The scene was very emo. I felt motivated by the letter, Sir, Platoon Sergeant and Sergeant. Who they said is right. If I don't get trained now, what if Singapore happen to have war, who will protect my family and friends. Haha. So I suck my thumb and tolerate my super itchyness from my rashes and continue my field camp. Once again, I LOVE YOU ALL.



P.S.
Lisa u owe me alot of things. My present, dinner, movie and blah blah blah.

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