Monday, November 27, 2006
10:49:00 PM
i today went to work at precious thot at bugis outlet de. it isnt very nice. very boring. and tiring cause i needa to stand all de way sia. my leg confirm will pain de lor. 6 to 7hrs of standing lehz. siao sia. and the pay also lower den pepper lunch. so i think i go back work pepper lunch better. haha. that job really not suit me, much more suitable for females. haha.
i skipped my today lesson too. i think i am man xing zhi sa. lolx. slow rate suicide. haha. seriously lehz, i felt that i got no money rite, i rather go work den go school. i know i should concentrate on my studies first den working, but you all needa stand in my shoe and think for me wor. i also which i can concentrate study. who wants to work. we work for money only.
i try my best to control le. seriously i try very hard not to think too much le. give me a big big clap. hee. =) thanks to merc. hee. you deserved the credits. haha. i shouldnt stress you too much. it was my bad. i sorry. i would give u time and wait quietly. dont worry. i will be fine. =)
hope one day u can come to me. hope that day faster come. hee. =D
i will be good de. trust me.
i tired le. tml after school, i going to bugis buy some clothes for merc wedding. hee. hope i can buy it very cheap. haha. needa go sleep le. tml got labtest. gambatte!!
Sunday, November 26, 2006
10:42:00 AM
yesterday i went to sentosa to have fun with my friends and as welll celebrating my bao bei bday. we will really enjoy ourself. even daniel also regretting for not coming earlier. haha. after the whole day i thought i was happy but during the end of the day, i was very sad. really sad.
to bao bei:
i really hope you enjoy the day which i have planned for you. but i know you wasnt happy yesterday too. u have your own trouble and you keep thinking should you do this or that. i dunno what i can help you to help you solve your problem, me, myself also cant solve my own problem. bao bei please be strong and dont cry infront of me anymore le. i dont wanna want to see you cry again liao.
to you:
it was really hurt when you said i was trying harm you by saying those things. if really that the way you feel, den i can only say sorry and i wont msg you again. if i msg you, i cant control myself, my feeling. you are always so blur blur and slow people by 10seconds one. why cant you think in my shoe, think of my feeling too. i saying the truth to you. and i really mean it the way i told you. maybe you said it was a habit to him, but i dont know is it the love or because you have habit to him that why you cant leave him. you know me for so long le, you should know me, how i treat you. even if you yesterday bluff me, i still worried for you and called you. you always come first to me. do you know? i yesterday told you so clearly to end this things le. either me or him, but you just kept saying dont know dont know. what you want me to do? i know you dont wanna want to hurt me too. but answer is all i want. if you ask me to wait, i will. i will wait quietly at the back and when you need me, i will try my very best to reach you. i really hope you can understand me. really hope one day that i could call you dear. lolx. but nvm la. it was only my one side wishing. haha. if you happened to read this post, hope you can understand my feeling and give me a reply.
Friday, November 24, 2006
8:59:00 AM
haiz. now in school and i was having the Internet Programming lesson. dont know what the hell the lecturer talking about. haha. i confirm die liao. today come to school abit gong gong. maybe due to the fatigue, i look like abit blur blur when i was on my way to school. sian.
later after school still got work at 1pm. SIAN AH! i going to die le. i really need some sleep. can you help me? haha. anyway, i was on diet. everybody say me grow fat le, even YOU also got say. haiz. sad sia. i will show you, i can grow slim slim and fit fit one. haha. you will shock when u see me next month. hee.
to ???:
you never know how much you are important to me. sad. you always like that. haiz. you are so kuku. i hate u. but i love you even more. haiz.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
11:27:00 PM
haiz. this few days mood doesnt really good. sometimes happy(only when sms come), sometimes boring and sian. what can i do? there is nothing i can do. i skipped whole day lesson because i dont feel like going to school. haiz. mood sibei low. haha. den today i didnt ate much things. whole day i just ate one palm size de bread, and two pieces of nugget. i didnt get an gastric pain and i think my stomach approve me for doing all this. =)
sian sian sian. wait wait wait. I WAIT. =)
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
1:00:00 PM
i have already tried my best and take out all the courage i have to tell you le. what i said to you is really all the truth and it really mean it from the bottom of my heart. accept it or not depend on you le. wait is the only thing i could do now, maybe you think i wont wait last long but i believe i can prove it to you that you are wrong. maybe i was slow in the past but i hope i can compensate it in the future. what make me happy is that you still the same as before even i told you, and really i very happy. but what make me not happy is that i really dont like it if you just dun reply me even if you are busy or not convenient to reply me. at least tell me the last message and i will know what to do. it was really sad when u do that.
i skipped last lesson because i got no mood to study le, and also i was very tired this few days or i can predict i will be dead soon from working next month. i work almost 6 days a week and right after school. i got no time to sleep. hope things will get better after the christmas. i will get emo or angry easily next month because of not enough sleep and also .... hope u guys can understand me if i scolded you. because it not really i want de, as i really very vex this few days and getting lesser and lesser sleep. hope you guy understand me and can give me all your support, especially YOU. (you noe who u are.)
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
10:00:00 AM
yesterday i went to eat dinner with merc, gobi, lester, ray and daniel at pepper lunch IMM outlet. after the dinner, we went to watch Casino Royale at Lot1. haiz. i so tired today and i missed my first two lesson. haha. i overslept.
i so regretted. i didnt grab the chance i use to have. now it is gone, and i have to wait. how much chance to i stand if i say it out. the chances are LOW! damn. i now getting to hate myself even more. haiz. how i wish everything was in the way that i think.
Monday, November 20, 2006
1:17:00 AM
I told myself to wait for you. sian. dont know gonna wait how long again. but i believe in myself. there is two girls i like the most the most. one is dawn, another is SECOND. but both hold de same status. I think in my whole life i been like wasting my precious time waiting for people. Outing, relationship, games or whatever, i been waiting, waiting and waiting. seriously i hate it but i got no choice. haha. i think that my destiny. haiz.
i been tiring from work lor. 12pm to 11pm for two days den still didnt get enough sleep even though de exam is over. really getting tired and tired. but i got no choice because i got no MONEY!!!!!!!! haiz. i hope i can go through it. i lost my good days because i needa to work. i lost my favourite basketball because i needa to work. haiz. i lost alot of thing because i got no money.
to merc:
i swear i will pei u ok? i promise u, but not right now. i really broke le and i needa work super duper extra hard to earn some money. really i dont need ur treat but ur understanding. hope u can give me ur all support coz i need ur support to go through all those hardship. i need ur support ok? give me 3 cheer can?
Sunday, November 19, 2006
9:28:00 AM
i been wanted to make a post a few days ago, but seriously i got no time to do. so i shall make this a short one as later i still need to rush to work.
about my exam result, i dun think i can make it pass for my maths liao. i try my best le. and for the rest, i think i did it still not bad and i think there still can have some improvement on my studies de. haha.
as for work, i went to look for another job at bugis. i want money. i need alot alot money. so i got no choice but to take two job and studies together. i may feel tired and i will be very shagged soon. wish me luck. give me your best support. with your support, nico will have enough energy to get it through. =)
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
1:18:00 AM
to the person:
i terribly disappointing with whatever you said to me. Seriously if you think it was totally my fault of you cant scored good marks for the test, i am sorry and i got nothing to say. If you think was a that kind of selfish person, so be it, i wont give in too much comments on it. but do please think about it. if i really dont wanna help you, would i waste 1hour plus to help you do quiz. i would rather spend it on game at least i can enjoy my fun during games. and you did not say a thank you to me lor. but i think as a friend also no need to be so polite ba, so i dont really mind if you got say the word " thank you", and seriously what you said, really disappoint me. and people hao xin hao yi wanted to celebrate birthday for you and the other rest, and you see what i got back in return. attitude of yours? is this fair to me? the word hao xin mei hao bao really exist sia. i not angry but just disappointed. haiz. i got nothing to say. right now, my mind was thinking. what i did is right or wrong? celebration was also a wrong? what the fuck did i do? this isnt fair to me lor. since that case, i only care for myself. that it. because of this, i got no mood to study le. waste the hell of time. i tml gonna wake up at 6am early in the morning to study.
Monday, November 13, 2006
6:10:00 PM
Today was the first battle of MST. haha. it was quite a good starting for me, as my hardworks did pay off. haha. first i must thanks jonathan tan jun hao for giving those quiz answer. haha. thanks you lot lot. love you. haha. why i need to thanks him is because he gave me the quizes answer. and today the MCQ 40qn- 80marks, turn out that 39qn i done before. haha. but i still got 72marks la, coz i forgotten some answer le. haha. so happy first time i get so high in my class. * nico feel so happy* haha. =))
hope tml paper will be as easy as today paper. haha. second i am organizing an class outing after the MST for 2 belated birthday(zhi hao and kai long) and alvin birthday on monday 20/11/2006
i hope as many people can go as possible. =)
after MST, i will also organize together with enci a trip for pepper lunch people. a trip to sentosa and vivo city. it was on the 25/11/2006 saturday and that day was also my bao bei birthday wor. hee hee. wish her happy birthday in advance first. haha. =)
Saturday, November 11, 2006
3:02:00 PM
ok. firstly i want to CURSE that bus driver. yes. and i mean CURSE. tmd. fuck that bus driver. i was waiting for my friend to fetch me at the bus stop as it was raining HEAVILY. and here comes a bus 173 and because there is nobody in the bus stop going to aboard that bus, so that bus driver didnt slow down and maintain it speed all dash pass the bus stop. ok. it may sound reasonable but there is a big pool of WATER beside the bus stand. tmd. with that stupid speed, all the water was splash up and over me. thanks to that bus driver, i was all wet while i was waiting for my friend. and i mean I REALLY TOTALLY WET!!! argh. and because it was windy too, i catch a cold yesterday. i keep sneezing when i was in my friend house. damn that bus driver, he was lucky that i didnt notice his bus number, if not i sure conplaint him when i get to the bus interchange. FUCKER.
anyway, i was happy because i got a cable tv le, and my com has changed it location to my room le. haha. so happy. i can play game till wat time i like liao. haha. nobody can control me. nico love absolute FREEDOM. haha. sian. MST coming liao. i gonna die soon. can someone please help me? save me from exam, test, quiz, presentation, project and blah blah blah. haiz. i sick of this.
=(
Friday, November 10, 2006
9:33:00 AM
Feeling so stress again. i think when exams are coming i will have a big stress and my brain juice really will used up sia. haha. sian. last few days i been at school for like morning till evening 7pm? haiz. but it isnt really useful, as i cant concentrate study. haha. thanks.
i have a long long long holidays right after my semester exam. haha. COOL. it like near 3month holidays. haha. i wan chiong work and earn back my money. haiz. my money has been running really low this few days. i been spending too fast le. i needa to control myself before i went broke. haha.
anyway good luck to my classmate and my friends who are having their exam soon. wish you all can score as high as you want. haha. good luck. cya. =)
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
9:24:00 PM
Lolx. i just came back from westmall. today, was kinda a busy day. went to school do project den went to watch grudge2 after we done our work today. den yesterday i went to daniel house study, but before study, we went to watch The Crank. it was a sucky show. i advise you all dont go watch. haha. i so so so tired now. mentally down. sian. tml gonna go study again. hope can catch up before MST. shit man. who the hell start the exam thingy. suck man. curse that person.
to wen:
wen wen wen wen wen wen wen wen wen. haha. flooded. -_-"
Sunday, November 05, 2006
9:33:00 AM
ok. i come to blog again. what i blog today will be highlight on what happened yesterday. haha. =)
what i did yesterday ma. erm, i played dota, basketball, cook lunch.
as for dota, it was 1 win and 1 lose. sian lor. the lose game, the opponent hero too gay liao. haha. =D
den i was also go play basketball with my friend yufan at woodland. haha. what to say lehz de game. erm. we played a game of 6v6 of 51points. siao de. so much de point. den the first 30 points of our team, i think got 20points is i scored de. de after tt 30points, i no energy to catch up with others liao den our team start to losing liao. opponent must be very happy lor. cause their scorer cannot score liao. haiz.
den de uncle after de game say me dont so chiong dont play solo. but you all think lor. we got 6 people la including me. got one uncle standing at the back, got one uncle always standing at the far end of right corner waiting for people to give him ball shoot(he quite zhun la), den my friend got run about la, den got one king kong uncle always standing under the rebound area waiting for rebound, another last is a kid which i consider him is useless just to add him to make up de number de. haha. see. like everybody die die stand at the place didnt run, u expect me to pass you de ball mehz, so easy to let people steal de ball de ma. so i choose to believe myself, so i layup and i score lor.
we lose maybe is because me lor, one point i must hightlight is that they very very very very zhun. our tactic use wrong. den i got no more stamina left and i cant score during the end of the game. they win is because i cant score liao. haiz. we leading all the way lehz. sian. actually, not to say i hao lian or what, is their basketball skill really lose to me but their stamina super good. haha. my stamina super bad. =X
haha. i will challenge them again next time.
after the game, me was having a chat wif yufan on the way back to causeway point. we are chatting about our past, the gals we have, and blah blah blah.
to her i have before:
actually i was wondering how she been doing. does she doing fine? how she? haha. got abit miss her la. i dont know you got read this anot, but if u got right den thanks for been my loyal reader even thou we break off le. =X haha. kinda sorry for hurting you that time, i have no other choice le, so so so sorry. i dont wanna to see you cry de, but i still let you cried. haiz. sorry for been a jerk. hope you can do well now. hope to see ya soon. not couple but still can be friend right? hee. good luck gal.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
4:05:00 PM
omg. i was on my way back home from school, and i saw yufan. he said, hey nico. a... why your hair...... dotx dotx dotx. den i was holding my palm onto my hair and say, walau. dun say liao la. den he reply ok den ask me when u gonna lend me your hardisk? i say after jasmine lor. blah blah blah. it was kinda sad lehz. it was my regret for cutting this short i really hope that my hair can faster grow back to it "original" length.
sad sad sad. i want my hair back. grrrrr... sad sad sad. sob sob.
