Labels: I'm back from tekong
Friday, June 13, 2008
Labels: Last day before going in Tekong
11:57:00 AM
This are the photos that I took when I went to Zoo and night safari
P.S. I will update more photos when I come back singapore.Before I go in Tekong there are something I like to tell to my friends:To alvin: In our life, there are definately ups and downs, be strong and stay happy. My situation is almost same as you. Yes, we both love our own girl a lot, but in fact, they have already left us, and the only thing you can do is to think for yourself. In a r/s, is not that if you put in effort, the r/s will like bloom. Life is unpredictable. You hold your own destiny and fate. Forget about her, I know it is hard but still, you must do it for your own sake. And true friends never abandon you. You can still sms me when I in camp, I will reply to you ASAP. Ok? Take care.To merc: Hey POS. Haha. I really enjoyed going out with you and lester they all. The fun was unlimited. Thanks for those day when I feeling down and you guys never fail me on giving those fun. Wanna go clubbing when I out? I really feel like going there. Haha. Waiting for your response soon ar. Haha.To lester: Thanks buddy! Thanks for always standing by my side support me. Haha. You are AWESOME. Wahahahaha. =)To Alex and Angela: Hey double A. Lolx. Anyway, you guys want go clubbing when I out ma? Should be 2 to 3 weeks later counting from now. And alex, when can we play basketball again? Haha. Must rematch ar. Haha.To enci: Hey my sis, thanks for talking to me ar. I get your points but I just don't know how to do it. Maybe in the future time, I can do it ba. Anyway, thanks for supporting me and giving me couragement all the way. =) let meet up when I out.
To Aunty Amy, Amanda, and Amelia: Hope you guys can take care of each other.
Aunty Amy, you must take care of yourself ar, dont fall sick. =)Amanda and Amelia, you guys better work hard in studies ar, especially you AMANDA. Haha. Play less and work more. To daniel: Hey fat ass. Lolx. Thanks for the day when I at your house and listen to my story ar. Haha. Great host. Thank you.To yida: Hey buddy! I just dont know why I feel so happy when I was with you. You are a person full with jokes and fun. Maybe is your character ba. Haha. Had an very nice chat with you at taka there and at sembawang there. Lolx. Let meet up when I come out from Tekong! I shall take your clubbing virgin. Haha. Remember to save your clubbing virgin for my gang of friends. Haha.To min dzi: Be strong and believe in yourself. In this game, you still got a lot to learn. Life is not easy, same as this game. If you want to win this game, you got to be strong and know the consequeces of losing this game. But don't worry, true friends will always beside you give you support. Learn how to win and how to lose. Jia you Min Dzi.To lisa: hey girl, wish you good luck for your trips. Get my something real nice in europe! Haha. I am demanding you wor. Haha. Yi lu Shun Feng~To those who I didn't mention: Wish those people good luck in their all aspect. To those people who have accompany me the past one month: thanks for accompanying me and gave me such an wonderful month. I really had a lot of fun. Thanks for being at my side talk to me, console me when I feel hurt or lonely. Nico promise, I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU GUYS. I love you guys.
Saturday, June 07, 2008
Labels: I WILL GET DEPRESSION SOON
12:20:00 PM
MANY MANY THINGS HAS HAPPENED ON ME. I REALLY FEEL VERY STRESS AND LONELY. I GOT A LOT OF HATRED BUT NOBODY CAN UNDERSTAND IT. I REALLY FEEL WHY I NEED TO GROWN UP SO OLD, WHY I NEED TO BORN IN THIS WORLD. I HAVE TO FACE A LOT OF PROBLEMS!!! I HATE IT. I REALLY HATE IT. I HATE MY DAD. HE BEEN GIVING ME PRESSURE AGAIN AND AGAIN. I DUNNO HOW LONG MY WORLD CAN TAKE IT.
THE GIRL I LOVE SO DEEP HAS LEFT ME. I DO STUPID THINGS TO MY GOOD FRIENDS.
I HURT PEOPLE AROUND ME. I HATE MY FAMILY(MY DAD). WHY I KEEP GETTING THIS KIND OF SHIT.
TO MERC: I REALLY SORRY FOR YESTERDAY. I REALLY DONT MEAN IT. WHEN I HEARD U SAY ME TAKE U FROM GRANTED. I REALLY FEEL HURT WHEN I HEAR THAT. DEN I ASKED MYSELF DID I REALLY DO THAT. MAYBE I DID BA. I DUNNO. I CRIED AS I DUN WANNA LOSE U AS A FRIEND. A GOOD FRIEND. I DUN BLAME OR ANGRY U, AS I NOE U ALSO DIDNT ANGRY ME. WHAT I BLAME IS MYSELF. I HATE MYSELF. THANKS FOR BEING AT MY SIDE TALK TO ME, PLAY WITH ME. I REALLY FEEL HAPPY WHEN I WAS BE WITH YOU.
TO LESTER: THANKS FOR STANDING AT MY SIDE SUPPORT ME. I REALLY GLAD THAT I HAD U AS MY BUDDY.
TO FRIENDS: THANKS FOR GIVING ME SO MUCH SUPPORT, PARDON ME IF I GOT HURT YOU BEFORE. I SINCERELY APOLOGISE TO YOU GUYS.
TO ANNABELLE: I REALLY FEEL VERY SAD TO SEE OUR ENDING IS LIKE THIS. TO ME. I CANT REALLY GET OVER U LIKE U CAN EASILY FORGET ME. WHEN I NEED YOU, WHEN I WANT YOUR SUPPORT, U WASN'T BESIDE ME. I FEEL SO LONELY AND LIKE FIGHTING ALONE WITHOUT ANY PEOPLE HELP. BUT I DONT BLAME YOU. MAYBE I REALLY DID NEGLECT YOU. IF REALLY THERE IS SOMEONE ELSE GET INTRO OUR R/S, I THINK IT ME WHO GOT TO BLAMED. AS INDIRECTLY, I GIVING THAT PERSON CHANCE TO GET INTO US. FROM THE DAY WE BROKEN UP, I KNOW I GOT TO FIGHT ALONE ALL BY MYSELF WITHOUT YOU ANYMORE. MAYBE RIGHT NOW IS HARD FOR ME. BUT I HOPE I CAN STILL TAKE IT. I HOPE U CAN REALLY FIND UR HAPPINESS, WORK HARD FOR UR FUTURE.
THINGS REALLY GETTING OUT OF HAND. I DECIDED TO LEAVE MY HOUSE RIGHT NOW AND DONT WANT TO COME BACK. I DONT WANT TO FACE MY DAD, MY FAMILY. MY HEART FEEL SO PAIN AND LONELY. NOBODY LIKE CAN UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL NOW. MY WORLD IS COLLAPSING, I DUNNO HOW LONG I CAN TAKE IT. I HOPE ALL THIS WILL BE SOON END. HAHA.
P.S. DONT EVER CONTACT ME. I DONT WISH TO BE CONTACTED. INCLUDING MY BUDDY AND MY GOOD FRIENDS. I WILL CONTACT U GUYS IF I WANT. THANKS.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Labels: I'm really very bored
2:10:00 PM
Sian. I am super bored! With my swollen foot, cant really go out sia. Stay at home also sian. Really feel like talking but there is nobody there for me. Sian.
I want to go play POOL. Damn it. Daniel Lim Chin Leong, YOU SUCK! Put me aeroplane again. Pang seh me. Tmd.
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Labels: Past few days of night life.
4:15:00 PM
Been going out till mid-night last few days. Went to Orchard, Clarke Quay, and etc etc. It was fun and enjoyable night for me.
Yesterday night, I went to Sharlene birthday party at UE Square @ Rain Music Box. The atmosphere was okay, but me and my friends left the place at about 11pm after me and daniel finished our pool. I proud to say I WON DANIEL!!! Hahaha.
Following will be the photos of the past 2 days.
