Haiz. Seriously i want to scold myself for pontan so many lesson. WTF. Am i still a student? damn. Why i become like this. Haiz. Seriously i really dont know about myself. I feel study is like a piece of shit to me. Then plus if i need to wake up in the early morning, and if i feel tired i will told myself, "forget it, just pon school la. I tired". Damn why am i have this kind of mindset and thinking. Maybe i think is too many things happened to me recently. Haiz. Dont talk about sad things liao.
Haiz. I pon 3 lesson again yesterday. Haiz. Wtf am i doing?? ARGH... Haiz. Anyway yesterday after school, i was release at about 3.15 like that and i was meeting my pig pig friend, lisa, at Plaza Singapura but it was like so early lor. So i went back home and played my fifa 2005. Then ard 5pm like that, i thought lisa was still having her lesson so i took the longer train way to Plaza Singapura. Lolx. When i reached Admiralty and she smsed me that she gonna reach soon. -_-" wth. Lolx. So i will gonna make her wait again. -_-" lolx. So when i reached there, apologise to her and buy her a sundae. lolx. After that we went to Plaza Singapura the top level there to see is there any available movie that we want to watch de. But it got none new movie so we went loiter around at the PS. Lolx. After that we went to the first floor and we had our "dinner". Lolx. I bought one shark fins soup, 3 Kou Rou Bao, and a laksa. She bought me a "Prawn cake?" lolx. dont actually know what that called. Haha. After that we went to my working place to take back my thumbdrive. lolx. I have my the chalet fotos. Haha. After that we went walked around and after that we went back home. It was really a nice and enjoyable night. Haha. Must really thanks to my pig pig. Lolx.
Then back to today. Haha. I pon 1 lesson again. Haiz. Sian. Dont say anymore. Really hate myself. Haiz. Today after school, i went to play lan with my classmate. It was an exciting game and my side won. Haha. My team consist of Me, my gay partner Ray, Jonathan, Daniel and Alvin. Haha. Give us a clap. =D Haha. After the game, i went back home with Min Dzi, Danny and two of his friends. Haiz. We took bus and during the journey back, i was listening to my mp3 and i looked outside the window. Haiz. I emo again. I was thinking about her again. I still cant let go or maybe i really like and love her alot. Lolx. Sian. Why cant i let go? If i can let go easily, does it mean i really like her or i just admire her only? Haiz. I really dont know lehz. It like if you dont care about me then what for you go spread around when i was injured. You make the half of pepper lunch people know i injured lehz. But does that mean you still got a little bit care for me? Haiz. Sian. I gonna die soon. =(
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nicodemus
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single nineteen-to-be twenty-to-be twenty-one-to-be twenty-two-to-be
twenty-three-to-be
eightyseven SP NSF
libran
2010 resolution
-a digital camera.
-class 3 license.
-class 2 license( for fun only).
-new computer.
-laptop.
-taiwan trip.
-ORD.
