yesterday i went to sentosa to have fun with my friends and as welll celebrating my bao bei bday. we will really enjoy ourself. even daniel also regretting for not coming earlier. haha. after the whole day i thought i was happy but during the end of the day, i was very sad. really sad.
to bao bei: i really hope you enjoy the day which i have planned for you. but i know you wasnt happy yesterday too. u have your own trouble and you keep thinking should you do this or that. i dunno what i can help you to help you solve your problem, me, myself also cant solve my own problem. bao bei please be strong and dont cry infront of me anymore le. i dont wanna want to see you cry again liao.
to you: it was really hurt when you said i was trying harm you by saying those things. if really that the way you feel, den i can only say sorry and i wont msg you again. if i msg you, i cant control myself, my feeling. you are always so blur blur and slow people by 10seconds one. why cant you think in my shoe, think of my feeling too. i saying the truth to you. and i really mean it the way i told you. maybe you said it was a habit to him, but i dont know is it the love or because you have habit to him that why you cant leave him. you know me for so long le, you should know me, how i treat you. even if you yesterday bluff me, i still worried for you and called you. you always come first to me. do you know? i yesterday told you so clearly to end this things le. either me or him, but you just kept saying dont know dont know. what you want me to do? i know you dont wanna want to hurt me too. but answer is all i want. if you ask me to wait, i will. i will wait quietly at the back and when you need me, i will try my very best to reach you. i really hope you can understand me. really hope one day that i could call you dear. lolx. but nvm la. it was only my one side wishing. haha. if you happened to read this post, hope you can understand my feeling and give me a reply.
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nicodemus
male
single nineteen-to-be twenty-to-be twenty-one-to-be twenty-two-to-be
twenty-three-to-be
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libran
2010 resolution
-a digital camera.
-class 3 license.
-class 2 license( for fun only).
-new computer.
-laptop.
-taiwan trip.
-ORD.
