Last week friday, I went to "exercise" with lester. It started from 8pm and ended at 10pm. It was really tough for me as I didnt really exercise ever since my O level finish, thus I becoming more and more fatter. haha. So last friday, I went to jog with lester. I started running from my house(Bukit Batok) to Phoenix LRT station then to LOT1 shopping mall( as in outside the mall) then to Sunshine Place(one part of Chua Chu Kang) then from there, we ran back to Bukit Gombak by the New Road. Then we walk back home. After we reached HomeTeam, lester go back his house by bus 187 and I walked back home. After that, I got muscle ache for three days three nights. haiz. That all for my exercise topic.
Back to studies, I really have been study hard and i mean reallyyyyy hard. Think I study that hard till I have neglected my girl. Sorry dear. I don't want to be like this de, but I have no choice. It my fault for being lazy ever since my poly life start. I always thought that I can pass my o level easily so my poly life also can do it. As in "just a pass grade" has been grow in my brain and I always don't work hard for my modules because i don't intend to go university, so why should I work so hard? This question has been always floating in my mind. When i saw this sentence "why always help them, don't let them drag you down. They don't deserve to help, cause they don't even want to help themselves." Do I always dragged my friend down? I also want to do stuff by myself, help my friend solve things out, but I just don't know how to do. Maybe I really so stupid that I can't do anything. Because of this reason, that why I am working so hard now. Yesterday i stayed in school till 10pm. I really hope that I can faster finish my poly life and go NS. I don't want to study anymore. haiz. It so stressful now. Project not done and exam coming soon on next tuesday.
Hope I can get more moral support from the kin and friends I have. Haiz. =(
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nicodemus
male
single nineteen-to-be twenty-to-be twenty-one-to-be twenty-two-to-be
twenty-three-to-be
eightyseven SP NSF
libran
2010 resolution
-a digital camera.
-class 3 license.
-class 2 license( for fun only).
-new computer.
-laptop.
-taiwan trip.
-ORD.
