Saturday, June 07, 2008
12:20:00 PM
MANY MANY THINGS HAS HAPPENED ON ME. I REALLY FEEL VERY STRESS AND LONELY. I GOT A LOT OF HATRED BUT NOBODY CAN UNDERSTAND IT. I REALLY FEEL WHY I NEED TO GROWN UP SO OLD, WHY I NEED TO BORN IN THIS WORLD. I HAVE TO FACE A LOT OF PROBLEMS!!! I HATE IT. I REALLY HATE IT. I HATE MY DAD. HE BEEN GIVING ME PRESSURE AGAIN AND AGAIN. I DUNNO HOW LONG MY WORLD CAN TAKE IT.
THE GIRL I LOVE SO DEEP HAS LEFT ME. I DO STUPID THINGS TO MY GOOD FRIENDS.
I HURT PEOPLE AROUND ME. I HATE MY FAMILY(MY DAD). WHY I KEEP GETTING THIS KIND OF SHIT.
TO MERC: I REALLY SORRY FOR YESTERDAY. I REALLY DONT MEAN IT. WHEN I HEARD U SAY ME TAKE U FROM GRANTED. I REALLY FEEL HURT WHEN I HEAR THAT. DEN I ASKED MYSELF DID I REALLY DO THAT. MAYBE I DID BA. I DUNNO. I CRIED AS I DUN WANNA LOSE U AS A FRIEND. A GOOD FRIEND. I DUN BLAME OR ANGRY U, AS I NOE U ALSO DIDNT ANGRY ME. WHAT I BLAME IS MYSELF. I HATE MYSELF. THANKS FOR BEING AT MY SIDE TALK TO ME, PLAY WITH ME. I REALLY FEEL HAPPY WHEN I WAS BE WITH YOU.
TO LESTER: THANKS FOR STANDING AT MY SIDE SUPPORT ME. I REALLY GLAD THAT I HAD U AS MY BUDDY.
TO FRIENDS: THANKS FOR GIVING ME SO MUCH SUPPORT, PARDON ME IF I GOT HURT YOU BEFORE. I SINCERELY APOLOGISE TO YOU GUYS.
TO ANNABELLE: I REALLY FEEL VERY SAD TO SEE OUR ENDING IS LIKE THIS. TO ME. I CANT REALLY GET OVER U LIKE U CAN EASILY FORGET ME. WHEN I NEED YOU, WHEN I WANT YOUR SUPPORT, U WASN'T BESIDE ME. I FEEL SO LONELY AND LIKE FIGHTING ALONE WITHOUT ANY PEOPLE HELP. BUT I DONT BLAME YOU. MAYBE I REALLY DID NEGLECT YOU. IF REALLY THERE IS SOMEONE ELSE GET INTRO OUR R/S, I THINK IT ME WHO GOT TO BLAMED. AS INDIRECTLY, I GIVING THAT PERSON CHANCE TO GET INTO US. FROM THE DAY WE BROKEN UP, I KNOW I GOT TO FIGHT ALONE ALL BY MYSELF WITHOUT YOU ANYMORE. MAYBE RIGHT NOW IS HARD FOR ME. BUT I HOPE I CAN STILL TAKE IT. I HOPE U CAN REALLY FIND UR HAPPINESS, WORK HARD FOR UR FUTURE.
THINGS REALLY GETTING OUT OF HAND. I DECIDED TO LEAVE MY HOUSE RIGHT NOW AND DONT WANT TO COME BACK. I DONT WANT TO FACE MY DAD, MY FAMILY. MY HEART FEEL SO PAIN AND LONELY. NOBODY LIKE CAN UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL NOW. MY WORLD IS COLLAPSING, I DUNNO HOW LONG I CAN TAKE IT. I HOPE ALL THIS WILL BE SOON END. HAHA.
P.S. DONT EVER CONTACT ME. I DONT WISH TO BE CONTACTED. INCLUDING MY BUDDY AND MY GOOD FRIENDS. I WILL CONTACT U GUYS IF I WANT. THANKS.Labels: I WILL GET DEPRESSION SOON
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