Thursday, February 18, 2010
6:58:00 PM
So fast and my CNY holiday just ended like this. To me, CNY is just an ordinary day like the rest of the days. This year CNY, I felt extraordinary BORED. During the first day of CNY, everybody seems to like leaving early and I find it less crowded, less exciting moments.
Way back before the CNY, I went for my eye check up due to some problems to my eye. I has been told not to do any vigorous exercise. Which mean I can no longer play my most favourite sports anymore. I can't play basketball anymore!!! I can't go jogging for the moment. Sigh. I always got to give up my favourite things due to this and that reasons. Sigh.
Back in camp, I also been downgraded again to PES E. And there goes my 3SG rank. Work so hard, yet I can't win the fate. May or may not be going to taiwan before I ROD. Hope can la. Free trip again. Haha.
I'm just lazy to blog any more. bye.Labels: After CNY
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Monday, February 01, 2010
2:55:00 AM
It has been one week ever since my MC ended. I've been struggling to sleep for the first three days, which is from Monday to Wednesday. As during my MC period, I always slept at 3 or 4am. So when I've got to sleep at 10pm, it really been hard for me to fall asleep. So on thursday and friday, my body really too tired already and I overslept twice in a row. Luckily I manage to catch the train because I ran like mad to the mrt station just hope not to miss that train. Haha.
Chinese New Year( CNY) is coming soon. I've got myself a pair of shoe, hoodie t-shirt, and a black slim jean. I still need a shirt. Haha.
After CNY, my ORD will be coming soon. I'm so excited and looking forward that day. To celebrate myself for completing my NS life, I gonna buy myself a IPhone 16GB, and a taiwan trip on July.
Thinking back 2years ago, I've planned a lot and hope to become an officer during NS, but everything was gone before NS. I lost my hope, and motivation just two weeks before my NS started. Everything changed, and during NS, my physical fitness was really damn bad. My morale drop even more. I never give up during BMT, I've tried harder than anyone else and manage to get a place in SISPEC. Although it is not officer school, but at least it a sergeant school. Haha. I met some good buddies in there and trained even more. After that, fate just want to seperate us and posted me ALONE to be a Tank Commander. In the first place, I tried to give up, but I still hold it tight and carry on. Soon, my fitness was even better than anytime in my life.
But fate still don't let me go and gave me a big blow. I found out that I got cataract in my eyes. At that point of time, I'm really mentally broke down already. My right eye vision getting bad to worst. Without any other choice, I went for surgery after dragging for 1year. Till now, my right eye although is perfect degree, but I still don't really see like perfect. I felt that there's some degree in it but is less than 100. Haha. But I can't complaint too much as compare with cataract eye. Haha.
Right now, I just hope I can faster ORD, get a job, get a simple but beautiful relationship. I so envy those married couple, with their own little babies. Haha. I want one too.~ AH!!! Hahaha. Night guys. Labels: 1 week after MC
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