As I grown up, I start to see people betray each other for their oneself and their benefits. Jealousy can be one of the factors too. I disgust it. Be it your good/best friends or your love ones. Seldom one will sacrifice for others. I think it the nature of human being.
I hate people rant something/words straight into my face whereby I have not even done anything. It true that I dislike to do that, but I will definitely won't sabotage anybody. At least my reputation has been good and clear so far.
Nevertheless, I going to somewhere else in few days time, so it does not really matter me anymore. I will be sad for getting lesser time to see those worthy friends over there, but I know the fullstop will come one day. So NICODEMUS CHUA SZE CHUAN, get a life and move on. =)
I left about two months and two weeks time before my "ROD". I been quite unlucky as an NSF ever since one year nine months ago. I been going to different camp, different course, from a combat fit and drop all the way to PES E, from attaining my 3SG rank and drop back to CPL rank, and in the end still can't get back my rank. I think it destiny. LOL. No matter how hard I tired, it still no use. Time wasted and hope crashed.
I hope to get a job after my NS. I want to earn money and start my own life. I want to do what I like and with the people I like. =)
Genting next week, hope rain will not fall on Genting.
